Life......

I have a lot of friends in my life, I've known more since I started my Uni life. I know people from different places, carrying different characters and different fates. Among them, there are a few who are really close with me. My course-mates, always being so understanding to me. My dance gang who always burnt my spirit. Friends from other countries who I hang out with occasionally and bla bla.. My friends, they are always so outstanding. They are better than me in everything, sometimes I feel like I know nothing. I'll never be as good as them. I know the world's most lucky girl who has the best of life. She has a rich family, lovely siblings, good parents, smart and always did excellent in exams, talented in dancing, love cam-whore, dare to do anything, pretty, cute and she has met her prince charming who she'll probably spend her rest of life with. She has it all, I'm not lying. I really admire her, I think everyone admires her because she has a great great life. If only I can have a life like that, I'll die with a smile on my face!

I knew a girl, who previously had a playful heart just like me. Until then, she met a guy. A guy, who can talk heart to heart with her, who made her heart beat fast and always think of him when he's not around, who made her suffered like hell when they were separated, who made her care nothing! That guy, made her wanted to spent her whole life with him. The girl, who had a playful heart than me, ended up wanting to settle down and have a peaceful life. Unbelievable huh? It's true, it happened right in front of my eyes. I feel so grateful for her, finally she has found the one who is meant for her. I hope that they both will live happily ever after at the end of the day that she's making a right choice now. :)

Friends are good competitors. Looking at myself, despite knowing many great friends, I'm not outstanding at all. I always got average results, I don't have good skills in advocating nor dancing. Lecturers don't notice me, I even failed in a simple interview. I skipped meetings and became an irresponsible person and I'm not sure whether there are people who discriminates me now, I'm sorry for that. I'm small and not shinny, I'm always being so average, I'm so common while I always dream to be special, doing challenging stuffs and do some great results so that I'll feel proud of myself one day. I'm such a dreamer. I only know how to dream but not to achieve it. I always hide myself and keep quiet when I deal with difficult situations, sometimes they are simple matters but I'm reluctant to speak out. Part of me is actually burning inside, I want to be different, I want people to notice me. Yea, but I'm not doing it. I always have a desire to excel and don't want to be the last, so I'm stuck in the middle now. "Dare to dream big".. I have dreams but I don't have the courage and I'm lack of confidence. I'm.. just a loser. I pulled down my cgpa in last semester's finals, I can't speak English fluently like my course-mates did in the fact that I'm a law student, I don't have the talent like my friends who can choreograph a dance, I'm not like the president who can give in so much commitment and always done the works without complaining, I have no boyfriend because I always bumped into someone who is not available.. I really mind them, I mind about my weaknesses. Why am I so lame, so uncool? I may just leave my life this way, being an average person and have a boring life. I may leave it like that, but some situations made me think positively.

There's a course - Korean which I wanted to take but couldn't get to register because the course was fully registered. Day by day, I rechecked the list and it was still full. Until today, I recalled a friend who once told me " if you want something, you focus it in your mind, maybe you can get it." I know it sounds stupid but I tried it. I was praying that some people will drop that course so that I can get in, hoping for some miracle to happen. I waited for a few minutes, kept on loging in and out from the website. Finally, miracle happened! For so many days no one drop it, but today, I got to register that course! I was so happy and excited! And I'd successfully manually registered an elective subject, the lecture is so kind that he didn't mind to accept more than the maximum number of students. If I can't take those subjects, I'm surely I'll be damn down and this semester will be damn boring. Those incidents I met, although sounds like nothing but actually inspired me. It's not the end of the world when I met with problems which I can't solve or when there's is no way out. As long as I believe in myself, I can do it. I want to grow stronger! Maybe this world is a bit realistic to me, but I believe I can survive at it. Nothing can beat me but my own. Although at times, I might feel depressed and feel like don't want to care anymore, but I don't want to be an idiot, only idiots will give up their lives. I will change my attitude and become a better person. Work hard, play hard and enjoy life to the fullest. If my life is meant to be so average, well.. I guess at least I have to live happily everyday. After all, I can't compare my life to others because, I live for myself. I want to have my own life and a better one. I won't give up...

The toughest week!

For two weeks I hadn't been posting. These 14 days are like a long month to me. After the Malacca trip, I had diarrhea and gastric on the following whole week. But I still have to get back to join my new tune gang for the dance camp one week before class starts. I wasn't the active and energetic me anymore but a half dead fish flapping on the ground needing water to survive. It was really a horrible week, I had to take medicine 3 times per day and "enjoying" sitting on the toilet bowl for less than 5 times per day. I had to eat although sometimes I had no appetite because gastric was killing me and the quantity of the food I ate reduced to 1/3 of my normal portion before I got ill. It was really suffering and I hated to get sick so much! To be more precise, I'm actually afraid to get ill but sadly, I can't get rid of gastric anymore since I had it now. I was praying everyday, hoping to get well on the next day because life was like hell when you're too weak to dance but you wanted to so much; when you can't eat whatever you like; when you can't laugh loudly at something funny because you're in pain...

Well, I'm glad that the tough moment has ended. I'm fine now, although might not be as healthy as before but at least I'm not that sick and weak anymore! It's really important to have a balance nutrition. I had some rules to follow now. First of all, try to avoid not eating vegetables because they are good for health. (It's hard to believe that these words came out from me!) Secondly, do not skip meal and eat punctually. Thirdly, avoid eating unhealthy or oily food and don't eat too full. Fourthly, do not keep myself starving for too long, eat some snacks if I can't have a meal. Fifth, always prepare some gastric tablets for safety. Okay, I think that's too much.... But it's really important to follow these rules as I'd learned the lesson - I skipped my lunch today and then suffered gastric in the cinema. Zzz...

This isn't the worst part yet. Nothing can be worse than getting a low pointer! Damn it.... I got the worst result ever through out these 3 semesters. Guess I really need to change my way of study, I have to put more time on books now. After all it's university level, game over and I'll be dead. I promise that this will be the minimum pointer in my uni life, if I get lower than this, I'm going to be sorry to myself and regret my whole life! Hope it won't happen to me because it's too cruel. *Wishing on Evangeline*....please please please....

I took a trip to Malacca a few days ago, we visited a friend who studies in MMU. The first place we went when reached was MMU lecture hall where we sneaked into my friend's psycology class. Haha. She then brought us around to play and eat. Undeniable, Malacca has a lot of nice food.

We had our first lunch at a Taiwan Mee restaurant. I've tried one at Taiwan Restaurant at Ampang Point not long ago, the taste of the noodles in both restaurant are different. The soup of the noodle at Ampang Point one was mild but the other one is a bit spicy, both delicious. Hehe.

Taiwan Beef Noodle.

Taiwan Pork Noodle, this is non-halal. hehe

After lunch, we settled down at King's Hotel. We rented an apartment. It has a living room, 3 big bedrooms with one double bed and one single bed in each room respectively and three bathrooms. We were like "Oh my god...The room was so big and wide but we only have 6 people here!" swt.. Although it's good to have big rooms but it was too much. We had to pay RM120 per person for two nights. Well, that sure cost quite much for a simple trip like this.

Our messy room....

We then headed to Pahlawan Mall because we're going to KTV at Dream Box!!!! Yooohooo~ I know it sounds funny to go KTV when traveling in Malacca but the place was really nice and it's worth it. We booked the night session which included a buffet dinner and we had 50% percent off when my friend joined the membership. My friend said that "GoGo" (another KTV at jetty) quite sucks because the rooms there are freaking small, that's why she recommended us to go to Dream Box.

The mall.

Outside the mall.

Our funny poses. haha.

I like the field. Because the grass is short. hahaha...

Me. (",)

Before going to the box, we went to the opposite wing to try this milky crepe.
6 of us shared one piece of this, LOL.

The apple juice, doesn't look like one because it's not a fresh juice.

Our dessert.

Check this out. Cool Blog in the mall which sells Pearly Milk Tea and other blended drinks, the price is cheaper than anyone else in KL or Kajang. The Chocolate blog...... Omg! I love it A LOT!! Really tastes like CHOCOLATE, haha! We went there on the next day for shopping and I bought it again. Super nice!!!

Pinky Cool Blog.

Us and the Chocolate Blog.
Without pearls-RM2.50
With pearls-RM3.10

Dream Box.

The telly.

Our ktv room with ppg's wallpaper. ^^

Buffet dinner...

Fooooooooodddddddddd....................~~!!!!!

Friends and me. :)

Cool, I love this pic!!
Kinda feel like Charlie's Angels. Haha..

The 6 of us. :)

The next day, we went to try the local Chicken Rice Ball, let's make it short-chicken ball. Haha.. My coursemate actually recommended me another red colour restaurant nearby, but we didn't go to that one because my friend told me the balls are too hard, like stone. No offence. hehe.. So we went to this not-so-good looking with no red paintings restaurant but the rice balls taste really nice! hehe..

Must come! haha..

There's a sign on the wall, "please queue". Why?

Because the restaurant was so full that we had to wait for the people to finish their meals.

So, we queued up like good children in kindergarden under the big hot sun. swt!

Still queueing.. haha..

Our meal! ^^

Chicken!!!

The balls.. Rice balls!

Later on, we visited San Shu Gong at the opposite road. Free try is available for some snacks and drinks, my friend ate a lot because he said it's free, haha. They are famous with their coffee I think and I bought 2 packets of it, it's their home recipe after all and I think it's quite special.

Jonker Street, a good-to-shop area but too bad the shops weren't open all when we went.

San Shu Gong.

Durian Cendol. ^^

We spent our whole afternoon shopping at Pahlawan Mall until we forgot the time, swt. The things at the "underground" were really cheap, it's comparable to Time Square and Sungei Wang in KL. haha. After that, we had our late dinner at a seafood restaurant and spent our night at the jetty. :D

Have a break, have a crepe. Haha..

A row of seafood restaurant.
Somehow they made me think of Puduraya bus station because the people kept asking us to go to their restaurant when saw us coming, they use number to address their restaurant.

Fresh seafood. xD

Oysters!! Buy 3 free 1.. haha!

A real, fresh oyster!

First time in my life. x)

Scallops~

Fried sotong.

We continued to the next station hunting for supper because my friend, Mr Goat was Carving for kueh teow kia since we were in the bus on the way to Malacca. haha..

Here is it, kueh teow kia.

Char xiu, chicken wings, tau gua, herbal soup and super delicious bak uan!!!

Christmas is coming!
This is one of the portuguese house, it's really impressive to see their decoration. It's so.. complete! lol.
There's a fairy on the roof, train at the side and a Santa on the Chimney. haha..

Ladies and gentleman..I give you... Legend of the jetty. lol

The night view.
One thing different, I was there. :P

Arena.

Queuing up for buggy service...

Free buggy ride. Wwee~~

The 'sampat' gang.. haha..!!

Yam cha-ing and enjoying the wind at the jetty.

The third day.. Say bye bye to Malacca and hello to Kuala Lumpur.. swt.

Our brunch.

Come and grab it! xD



*Secret section*

Sleeping....

Snoring?? xP


Zzz...

=.="

Okay... The last two were faking. Hahahaha.....

Finally after 2 hours, we reached the busy city.
We had our dinner at Sungei Wang and went shopping there.

Night street.

His name is Momo. :)

Can you believe? On that night me and another friend, Chen Ee got diarrhea and vomitted for the whole night after we had that meal at Sungei Wang. My friend's best friend brought us to Hospital Kuala Lumpur to seek for medication and the whole process took 3 hours plus, from 2am to 5am++ including waiting. -.- Really thanks to his friend and another girl-friend who accompanied us for the whole night, serving us and taking care of us like our guardian. She don't have to do that because she was there for vacation after all. I really appreciate her help and care, thanks Wan Lin. :)

I was half dead that time, Chen Ee still can simle. LOL

First time suffered so much during a trip, a bitter ending. :( Luckily my relative's house was in KL, so I came back to rest on the next day. Although I had recovered from food poisoning but things did not get better. I got gastric after that until today, it hasn't cure. Guess because I left my stomach empty for the whole day after I vomitted out the acid in my stomach. Ouch~ Hope it cures soon so that I can go back and join the dance team. Aikx..

Now.. I hate gastric, I hate to fall sick and I'm afraid of eating too much of food. ><