Thursday, December 16, 2010
My Emotion Is Cold
I received a bad news about my friend's brother passed away today. It happened in such a sudden and beyond expectation. At the same time, the first snow fall in ChengDu today somehow resemblance my mood. It is cold and helpless. I hope that he will be strong and everything will be fine soon.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Please Appreciate Your Life!
Friday, May 21, 2010
Beware of the "Gotcha" plan
Two months ago while I was still in UKM, an old ex-high school friend who studied in UKM as well approached me. She asked me to meet her at the cafe without telling me the purpose of wanting to meet me. I thought urgent things happened to her and maybe she needs my help, but I was wrong. She was well dressed with make-ups and asked me whether I'm interested in a business. She'll proceed only if I'm interested in earning money. So I sat down and istened to her plan.
As I know, she had joined Easy Pha-max and in order to make more money, she persuaded me to join this network. Because of my broad network of friends, she spotted me. According to her, there were 3 packages and she recommended me the RM3000++ one. If I join their network, all I have to do is to seek for a pair of people to join then I'll get the e-point to exchange products. If I'm tired of finding more people later, I can stop doing the work but I still will get the money because the people under me will help me to earn it. You see, when we pay money, normally we pay for goods or service, ie: buying products. But this one is different, you paid the money for nothing and you have to find more people to get more money and gain e-point from the company to exchange the products of Easy Pha-max. I bet if I pay it, I'm actually investing to their capital. Furthermore, I don't even know whose money am I earning as I don't know the people below me. Another point is, they have a thing called "Jackpot" - once you hit the target - when you've found the 17th pair, the company will give you a jackpot for an amount over Rm1 million!
Who don't love money? When I heard this, I was actually thinking to join it because with the money, I can buy nice clothes, bags, shoes and even go travel around without putting burden on my parents. I can use the money in many ways. That's what I thought of at that moment. I told her I have to talk to my mom first as I don't have that much, I am just a student. But you know what, she suggested me not to tell my mom first until I've earned back the capital because my mom probably won't approve this. She said she had experience this and thus gave me this piece of advise. I believed what she said was true and trusted her. After filling in the form, she asked me to pay a few hundred first before we go back to our own room. So we headed to the ATM machine at our college and I'd withdrawn all the money in my account - Rm400. I only have that much!
Before leaving, she told me not to tell anyone about this or else I'll regret. But when I went back to my room, I called hubby and I told him everything. We argued over this matter because I insist to join at first. The words he scolded me woke me up. He asked me why do I trust that ex-high school friend more than him because I wasn't listening to him. I'd been an idiot to trust someone who doesn't contact with me so often and by the time she shows up, she's actually spotting my money. I AM SO GLAD THAT I'D TOLD HIM ABOUT THIS!! He saved me from falling any deeper!
I messaged that friend and told her that I wanted to quit. It was already late night but I still received her reply. She kept persuading me to proceed and even asked me to clear the balance on the next day before 10am. The form and the money were still in her hands, meaning that this transaction wasn't complete yet and I have my rights to cancel it. She refused. I asked my course-mates for consultation in the morning at our faculty. I talked straight to that friend and asked her to return me the money, otherwise I might go to seek help at the Consumer Council. Finally I got back the money on the next day. I was lucky to stay away from this network thingy.
It seems like many university students had joined this network and it is wide spreading in UKM, UUM and I believe in UM too. One of my friend had already signed up and he is regretting now. I call this as the 'Gotcha' plan. Why? Because by the time you are blinded by the huge amount of money, you are actually falling into the trap! Don't put your head into the sweet talks, it is more likely a hypnosis because you'll withdraw all the money you have to that person without having time to think and consider! There is no such thing as easy money. You think you can earn a lot but you're actually just using your friend to help you to earn money. You might have to talk lies or cheat in order to make people sign up for this. Because if they don't sign up, you don't get your money. Please think rationally and don't lose your wisdom. Don't let money blindfolded you. Only when you can release yourself from the word 'greedy', you will not fall. Don't let them have the chance to say "gotcha"!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Farewell to Arif.

Arif, a guy I knew in New Tune. He has a great passion in music and dance. I knew him in the dance group. We were once great friends and very close to each other. It's a very old story which known by you and me. Because of some reasons, we didn't get along and I think that's good for both of us, at least I can prove it now...
Arif was one of the composer during NTLP XIII. He stopped studying a few months ago due to some personal problems, he stayed because of New Tune. It's a very big sacrifice that he did for us, we owed him a lot! And from this matter, I can see him growing. It's a good sign. There were a lot of tears upon his leaving from all the members, we (dancers) couldn't send him because we were incapable of. Anyway, we had a simple farewell for him at Pizza Hut a day after NTLP.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
See you again! Clara.
I was supposed to blog about this on 6 March 2010 but I failed to do so. Today, it's already 1 April 2010. Finally, I can face it again.
One month ago, my roommate finally came back from Sabah. She was absent to class for 2 weeks since our CNY break. She came back, I noticed something was wrong because she didn't seems to be cheerful. She told me that she's going to quit study and she's going back to Sabah due to family financial problem. You and me know that wasn't the real reason, but we didn't go further. She came back to settle her things and soon after she got the authorised letter from UKM, she informed us that she's leaving. Her flight was on the morning of 6 March.
The moment that she came back, I was very busy. Busy of preparing for ALSA Conference, dance practice for NTLP and spent some free time doing assignments as well. We don't chat a lot because most of the time I wasn't at my room. I wanted to talk to her but somehow, I didn't. The night before she left, we had ALSA Conference for the first night. When the event ended, it was 1am plus and she was already asleep. Initially I wanted to send her to the airport as I think that I'm obliged to do so, because I was her roommate. Unfortunately, I slept late burning the midnight oil doing a goodbye card for her. I slept at 5am that night and they departed at 7am.
Luckily my friends, Tsp and Carol insisted to wake me up before I regretted for my whole life! The first thing came to my mind was giving the card to her. We said goodbye and gave each other a hug. After that, I continued to sleep and had no intent to wake up.
3.30pm, I was supposed to practice dance at Pusanika with the others / attending ALSA Conference but I weren't present either. I took a bath. Finally, I dropped my tears. I cried in the bathroom where no one can hear. At that moment, I felt heart broken, being betrayed and I felt like I had lost a friend. Everything was like a dream. It felt like yesterday when we all just knew each other. She was the first person I knew when I entered Uni, should I say the first friend I knew in my Uni life? She used to be a nice person and a helpful roommate. One thing that I couldn't learn from her is that, I'll never be a girl who follows 100% to her boyfriend's order. I quite admire her for that actually, although i always complained about it.
Now, 4 chippettes became 3. But we're still the chicks in Zaba and FUU. Haha! I'm me again now, with a clear and peace mind. There are still a lot of things that I have to do. Still, I want to thanks to someone special who kept me in companion all this while. Without him, I will not able to have those memorable moments. :)
Hope that someday we'll meet again. Remember our promise that you'll come back during our convocation. Looking forward to another hi. :)
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Re-"thank you teacher"
In fact, Ramachandran undergo a serious surgery and currently resting at home.
He's still alive!! Thanks god...........................
Sorry about the rumors. I didn't confirm that the news was 100% true, so please don't blame ya. hehe..
Sorry again if caused you some trouble. lol...
Michael Jackson
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
and this place could Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
That There's No Hurt Or Sorrow
There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...
Heal The World
If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living
Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
Make A Better World
Make A Better World...
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow
We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares
We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
MJ's origins like moonwalk, anti-gravity lean, touch his dick, high pitch voice, a black man with while face, the curly black hair, black and white attire (especially the white socks and black shoes)......Although his reputation was ruined by the charged of child sexual harrasment, the failure of plastic surgery and negative news on him, we still can see lots of people imitating him till now. Undeniable, he's a legendary.
Despite the negative news about Mike, who else noticed about the good things he had done before judging him? He was actually a generous man who did great donation, love children and always make songs which inspired the world. His great hits like Beat it, Thriller, Billie Jean made him popular over the world. Yet, we still can hear some of them on the radio now. When I heard the song Heal the World, I was touched by his amazing voice. The song is simple yet very nice, I can listen a hundred times and won't get bored of it. His voice can make people cry, people go crazy when they see him... He is Michael Jackson.
A legend who has died but always live in our heart.
"You are not alone For I am here with you Though you are far away I am here to stay"
"You are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart"
Friday, June 26, 2009
Goodbye to MJ, the King of Pop!
Michael Jackson, our talented genuis in music field has passed away due to cardiac arrest, with his final concert in London UNDONE!!! How sad!! No more singing, no more his magical voice, no more concert, no more stage performance by MJ.... His old songs and his dance would remind us of him. He will truly be missed.Michael Jackson 1958-2009




MJ's Concerts




"Thank You Teacher"
Mr Rama was once my teacher during high school who taught my class History. He can consider as a good teacher. He love to cheer up the class by his lame joke. I still remember his favourite phrase: "Bagi ketiak!!" Disgusting right? Well, that's him. He's always proud with his identity and his race. He always told us that Indian family is the most loving family. And he also said that all guys are pervert, that's why they are normal if they watch porn. If they don't, they're abnormal!!! BIG LOL right? I know it's out of the topic but this made us interested in his lesson and willing to pay attention in class.
Somehow I can't believe the news because I'd just met him at Alor Star Airport few months ago when I was going back to KL. He was with his family that time. He still looked healthy. But one thing that made me confound was that why was he at the airport? Shouldn't he be teaching at the school? Now that I got the news that he just passed away, some question arose in my mind. Did he go to KL to seek for medication? Is he sick? ...........no answers!
My younger sis also told me that it had been a while that she didn't see Mr Rama at school. Maybe the bad news is true. Sigh.
I know it's too late but I really want to thank him for being my history teacher at school. He's better than Hapipah much more!!! *5A4 rawkx...!* swt... Because of the notes that he gave us and he always present to class, I scored A2 in SPM for History which I don't have much interest in it. (Don't ask me why I still take law now O.o) And thanks to all teachers in Keat Hwa too, although sometimes you all sucks especially the ex-PK, but I think you all are still the best! Because I can never be a teacher like you. being patience to teach naughty and playful students like us. haha..
一日为师,终生为父
"Thank you teacher!"
p/s: I still miss Keat Hwa T.T
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Bad News
Pelajar ditemui mati di kolej UKM
23/06/2009 3:01pmKUALA LUMPUR 23 Jun — Seorang pelajar wanita ditemui mati berhampiran tempat meletak kereta di Kolej Kediaman Za’aba, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, Bangi pagi ini.
Ketua Polis Daerah Kajang, ACP Shakarudin Che Mood berkata mangsa, Siti Farihan Mohd Hassan, 23, ditemui tertiarap oleh seorang tukang sapu kira-kira 7 pagi.
“Seorang tukang sapu yang kebetulan sedang membersihkan kawasan itu ternampak mayat Siti Farihan sebelum menghubungi polis.
“Siasatan awal polis mendapati terdapat kesan lebam pada muka Siti Farihan dipercayai akibat hentakan yang kuat. Dia dipercayai terjatuh dari beranda biliknya yang terletak di tingkat empat bangunan lima tingkat itu,” katanya ketika dihubungi Bernama.
Beliau berkata polis tidak menemui sebarang kesan geledah di bilik mangsa dan polis juga telah mengambil keterangan dari rakan sebilik Siti Farihan.
Mangsa yang berasal dari Kelantan ialah pelajar peringkat sarjana jurusan Sains Kimia.
*link: http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2009&dt=0623&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Terkini&pg=bt_14.htm
Time flies, just a blink of an eye, I'm starting my second year soon!! ..within two weeks! Omg...Suddenly feel like I don't want time to pass so fast. Time is so cruel! It won't stop for us! And it won't go back. Sigh....I still remember when I first enter UKM, all the difficulties that I dealt with, all the happiness and sorrows that I share, every human being that I met.... They are still fresh in my mind, they seems just happen yesterday. Do you guys still remember "UKM score"? Well, my UKM is changing. I don't know whether I should be glad or not, because it's changing from 1-0 to........2-0!!!!!!! I simply don't believe that in such a short time, I've already completed my first year degree lessons!! One year is already gone....Only one year, within one year, so many things can happen, so many things have changed and they keep changing everyday.
We really should catch up with time, keep ourselves updated. Don't keep your mind at the past, time won't feel pity for you, it never will! We should move on and keep our lifes moving on the right track. If you have something to do, do it today, don't keep for tomorrow. "When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow, your tomorrow will never come." Wear your favourite shoes, use your beloved handbag, don't wait for special occasion. Today is special. =)
Thursday, April 23, 2009
*Live*
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Gudbye.. 开希..
but i never knew dat dis is de last time we met...
it is unspeakable..only pain in de heart n tears on de face..
二零零九年二月一日 晚上六时五十三分
(双溪大年1日讯)新春相聚酿悲剧!数名华青聚会畅谈至凌晨后,分乘2轿车从双溪大年返回莪占必叻途中,其中1车失控撞入路旁丛林翻覆至四轮朝天,导致1死1伤。
失控肇祸的丰田VIOS越过路旁沟渠后,撞入丛林连续翻覆数圈,才四轮朝天搁在距离大路约20多尺的草丛中,司机在车祸中受伤进院,惟前座乘客则撞破头颅,当场惨死。
死者被证实是现年21岁的张开希,伤者则是21岁的洪冠群,2人皆来自吉中莪占必叻皇莎园,是邻居兼小学同学。
车祸发生后,现场传出肇祸轿车内有3人,惟消拯员及交警寻遍半小时仍没有发现另一名“乘客”。
热爱旅游、摄影及运动的死者是槟城拉曼生,原本周日上午将返回学院开课,岂料却在凌晨遇车祸丧命!
他也说,生前热爱旅游的死者,几天前才与家人出外游玩,活跃于运动的死者也是羽球好手,同时也热衷于摄影,是个大好青年,他的离去让家人悲痛万分。












