Pathetic Day

At last I'm in UKM again, alone. My roommate delayed her flight as usual, lol... After cleaning up my room, I went to sleep as I was really tired, woke up at 7am, hehe..

I promised my friend to bring them to dinner, so I went to check on the car which I had parked in Zaba for one week to see whether it's still in good condition. I've heard before that if a car was left untouched for a long time, maybe some problems will occur. It didn't disappoint me, the car engine can't be started. Damn shit! LOL. I called my friendS for help. After a while, finally a mechanic promised to come, I was worried that all shops are closed because today is day 8 of cny. I don't know whether it should be considered lucky or unlucky, I waited for the mechanic for an hour and he still haven't show up. He was lost in UKM! swt... I got his number through an anonymous (I also don't know how he get to that person) and directed him the way to my college for almost 20 mins but he still can't find it. I was getting more and more pek chek (can't find an english word for this, haha) that I called my coursemate to bring me to that man and escorted him to my college. Finally, the car was fixed and I had to pay 200 bucks for it! Today is the day that I made the most calls just for that little waja. Swt!

I was too bored and lazy, TSP too! As soon as the car was fixed, we went to MV and watched a movie - Percy Jackson and Lightning Thief. The movie was quite nice and humorous. Just one thing embarrassing was that, I've got no enough cash when I was purchasing the movie tickets. (substantially was paid to the car service!) They cost RM24 and I'd only got Rm14 with me. I called TSP as she was queueing for drinks that time but I can't reached her. The only way was, I asked the agent to hold on and I quickly ran to TSP and get RM10 from her! LOL.... Walao, I was really , seriously mempersiasuikan myself. Aikx....lol

After the movie, we went back to college and there is still no water supply until now! Wtf! It was already 12am but we were forced to drive to another nearby college just to bathe and enjoy the cleanness of body. Can't sleep well without washing my face and brushing my teeth! Haha...

That's the pathetic day of mine.... I'm so lazy to do other things now. I just want to sleep! Goodnight world, wish tomorrow will be better. =)

:(

Ffff***!!!

I hate this kind of feeling, worrying for someone but can't talk to him.

It's driving me crazy!

I hate when he's not there and I'm free like a bee. (Why bee? Imma bee Imma bee Imma listening to b.e.p)

Wish I could just simply grab anyone and go out to have a drink, but I'm lazy. swt..

Something's missing, I feel insecure.

I'm worried.

It makes me feels like if he ever exists in this world.

It's only a couple hours but I'm going crazy, can't concentrate on what I'm doing at all.

I don't have mood for anything now.

At last I ended up editing new year photos the whole night and uploading them!

I was supposed to study.

Now I finally can understand my friend's feeling when her guy is not replying her at all.

Perhaps I'm just madly in love, just like her. :(

This feeling sucks!

Phone off, time to sleep.

Don't expect me to reply anytime you want, I can choose not to be 24 7.


p/s: Will update on CNY when I have the mood and time. Hopefully I have...

....miss...

Damn, whatever I'm doing or wherever I go, my head is full of him. Holy!

How I wish he can return tomorrow.. Maybe I'm starting to be free now and that's why I miss him more than days ago... hahaha..

It feels not right when we're not texting each other before I go to bed.. It becomes a habit of mine now.

Somehow, I feel strange tonight.

I don't wish to go back to uni so soon but I can't wait to see him!


Missing him.
Sigh......

The Answer

It's good to be home and it's Chinese New Year! I'm always excited when we get to visit to relatives' house and get many ang paus, when my cousins came back to visit us because out grandma stays here and when gathering with friends. Moreover, a few of my friends and relatives came back from overseas this time, it's good to see them too. :)

There's someone I wanted to see but don't get to see as he was at a far far away land now. Well, I quite enjoy my new year though, I got to meet up with friends at a few gathering and went for dinners with my families. Still, there's something stuck in me and I think it's about him.

When I told my old friends or my cousin about him, one thing they asked: "Is China people reliable?"

I know they mean no harm but then, I don't have a definite answer. My view is that, not everyone is the same and I'm not that type of people who is stereotype. Don't judge things by its appearance. When you see people from their behaviour, it might turn you off. Before I got to approach to these Chinese people, although I don't have any bad thinking about them, but I don't like smokers and a lot of them smoke. I don't discriminate them though because it's not something that I can change. After I got to know them, I think they're quite friendly and some of them have good characters, basically I think they are more gentleman than local guys (no offence). It's just like when you get to know some new friends, after some time you'll be able to distinguish each of their characters and then you know the good and the bad. It's not about the nationality, it's about who he is.

It's too general if someone says "China people is not reliable". You cannot judge them just because they like to drink and smoke and party always. Not only China people, many other foreign students who came to study here are almost the same. I think many of our local people did smoke and drink at my age but yet, how many of them smoke secretly because they're afraid to let their parents to know. "I don't like the smell of smoke" is more precise compare to "I don't like smokers" because my friends smoke and he smokes too! I did accompanied my friends at late night when they're down and feel like smoking at a place where their parents or friends can't see, just that I don't smoke together with them and I don't encourage them to smoke too.

He is not just anyone whom I just met yesterday. He is a friend, a special one who I feel like to share everything with. He is someone I knew for months and chatted everyday, somehow our friendship developed very fast and we became so close to each other. When you meet someone like this, you won't mind any of his/her flaws because they seems so tiny and I believe that things change in time. People change.

I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is.

I believe in him. There's a risk for me believing in him because I might get disappointed in the end. But if I don't, I won't get to know how splendid my life can be or I shall miss the one who is destined for me? I won't be able to find out if we're meant for each other. Yes, I know it sounds a bit blind but life it's not complete with this risk called love. I have nothing to lose and thus, I accept this challenge.

If someone ask me the same question again, this will be my answer.

记得吃！

Late night supper at ss2 with my friends, a short and simple gathering where we talk about food! Hehe... We went to this "Remember to Eat" restaurant to try on some desserts as it was recommended by little Von, hehe..

Do you know what do they call?
"Loh" lo.... Hehe..

(left) Ice Frutti Loh, Mango Loh(the best I think :D), Honeydew Loh and Strawberry Loh.. ^^

Looks cute and tempting!

Yam cake and radish cake.
I like the taste of them, soft and a bit sticky feel. Hehe..

Curry Beef Mee (MUST TRY!!)

Tom Yam Beef Noodle.
A bit too sour but still nice, hehe..

Crab sticks...Never order it again, can't taste the cheese! =.=

Sticky rice!

Woolala~ Sesame soup....

Peanut soup..AWESOME!!!! xD

This was the first round and there were 6 of us. The 3 of us dropped by McD during the second round. I ordered a hot tea while others enjoying their Marlboro and we had some girls' talk though there was a boy in our conversation. haha.

As a conclusion, most of the girls met the same problem! hahaha.... I mean most girls behave in the same way, they often check on the screen whether there is an incoming message, in fact the phone hasn't ring at all..When the guys are not replying or calling back, they tend to imagine things and subsequently feel insecure. At last, they get mad. When this happens, guys are in trouble....haha.

Actually there is a solution for this matter. Guys, all you have to do is always reassure the girls to make them feel more secure, because when you're having fun outside with your friends and you only can focus on playing, your girl is waiting for your message at home and worrying about you! In fact, you only have fun with the guys but the girls will think that you're sleeping with another girl! I know it's sounds ridiculous, prove me wrong. Well, a smart guy will not let this happens because it is hard to lead the girl back. Prevention is better than cure. :D