Sunday, August 10, 2008

the Deepest Thought of Me..

whole day staying in my room..
start tinking nonsense d....
i miss my frens a lot!!!
miss da old times....
miss my live since secondary skul....
miss my besties, buddies n my family....
it's been a long time i din meet with them ad since i've been to ukm...
except some of my matric frens!
i really miss them a lot.........................
although i got some good frens here but we cannot play and act crazily like we used to when high skul..
everyone is seems serious on their studies, everyday concern about wad they study, tutorial and de test..
i'm so sick of it! it makes me tension..
argh~~help!!
life is so mean...
sometimes i oso miss de moments when in love..
it's been decades since de last time i'm in a relationship..
i almost dunno how is de feeling when someone is in love..
i've been treating ppl very 'cold' to those who tackle me..
dunno y, but it's an auto reflect by me...
i might hav to change it..
all these times i done a lot of things by myself, travel alone, solve my problems by myself...
now..i hav to deal with all these law subjects, take care of my life and hande all de problems i meet here!..
i'm getting tired......
is there a shoulder for me to lean on.....?
lol...
perhaps it's de chance for me to learn to b independent..^^

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