untitled..

keep tinking... wad is in my mind?

keep asking.... wad am i looking for?

keep wondering... y do i feel so empty inside?

keep blaming... y am i in dis place like dis 2day?

keep searching.. a world which has no sadness n vexation, only happiness..

my heart is feeling pain, it's bleeding, roaring n crying..
nobody sees...
no one knows..
i hate myself, for im guilty..
i told myself not to repeat de same mistake, but WhOops!! i did it again!

i wish to giv vent to my rage..
i wish to cry out loud..
i wish i can b myself no matter where i am...
i wish to run away..
i wish dat i wont feel lonely late at nite..
i wish all those bad memories to disappear......
but reality is so cruel, none of my wish is granted..

i tot i can treat everyone better..
i tot he is de one..
i tot i can make it..
i tot it would last long.....
but wad i tot was wrong...

ahh...im getting crazy..
wad should i do?
can anyone tell?
can i make another wish?
can i be forgiven?
can everything gets better in time?
if only i hav a chance...........