Have Been Left Out Again

attended ALSA AGM after class dis afternoon..de purpose was to select 10 committee members for de new committee board..
out of 12 candidates, 2 persons was removed from de list n my name wasnt in de list after voting by other members...*sigh*
i was left out again, it's expected by me somehow...congratz to Carol n TSP cuz they both got selected n others as well..2 of my best frens were selected n i shall feel happy for them..

i admit dat im not competitive enuff among all of them..
mayb cuz i lose popularity with my colleagues?
mayb cuz i dont talk so much like those eng ed students did? cuz sometimes i might have difficulty to communicate wif them in eng..
mayb cuz they dunno much about my ability?
or mayb it's juz bcuz i was de unlucky 1..but not yet de most unlucky..yeah, dat's fortunate! lol...

okay okay..ENUFF of dis!!

hate when im being passive n pessimistic...come on!it's no big deal lady, juz move on...
i was depressed, but only for an hour or mayb 2?
ya, im okay now, promise myself dat i wont let dis pull me down...
at least i've tried right?nice try is wad i shall say to myself, at least i know how far im doing now n make some changes to it..it's better than givin up n do nth!
Defeat is not the worst of failures. Not to have tried is the true failure.
a little advice here..if u wan sth, work hard for it b4 u regret...dont let de chance slip away from u....unless u really wanna giv de chance to others...=)
Success has a simple formula: do your best, and people may like it.