Loss and Down

I wonder how much energy I still have. I'm very hungry and super tired now. It's a rainy day but I don't feel cold at all, until when night arrives. When I settle down at room, i just realized how tired I am. I have muscles ache, bruises, tired eyes and feel powerless. Yet, I don't have much time to rest. Tomorrow will be another tough day. Though I'd caught up the moves, but I still need more practices and need to adjust some steps. Sigh. Quite sad to hear those comments just now. I know it's good to get criticized sometimes but today I'm really tired. Seriously, I nearly break down. LOL. I had hair loss problem since end of last semester. I'm shocked when I see the hair loss wind in between my comb just now, so much of them! My heart burnt! Will I die bald? This is the thing I fear the most!! My hair is very dry and dull, it's bothering me! I think I need a hair cut now. The shorter the better. Though I want to keep it long, but I don't want to be bald!! T.T And I hate to have acne problem, why can't they go away?! ><

Bonjour.

Woohoo~ What a relief. Finally I'd caught up with all of them after skipping 5 times practices!!! Felt quite guilty and stressful if I didn't catch up with them, because it's ultimately my fault for not attending. Today got some new movements, about 8 beats are floor movements. I already had some bruises on my right knees, I think can't reduce the discolouration in this period of time. No more shorts for now, LOL.. By the way, I really need to get a new pair of converse. The anonymous old sneakers are getting looser, not suitable to wear to dance now, my toes are hurting. ><

Going to sleep early today though all morning classes are cancelled tomorrow. We're going to have a practice at 8am and then promote New Tune by our dance on 10am. Good luck to us! ^^



p/s: Need to find a French name for myself as we were required to seek for a name easy for our lecture to memorize. >< Any suggestions??? Hehe..

The Climb

Yes, I know it looks awful but it was not because of I fell down nor bang into a car, and I swear that I did not fight with anyone. It was just an audition which resulted this!

Woke up at 7 o'clock early in the morning to attend an audition for the 30th Mooncake Festival (PT as in Pesta Tanglung). I went alone but met a few coursemates there, at least there's someone to clam me down, a relief. ^^ There were two auditions, I preferred dancing than acting because I don't think I can act well. =.=" After some small ice breaking sessions and the event of contract-exchanging ceremony between PT exco and the teachers, the audition began. Of course, dancers were separated from the actors and actresses, unless for those who attended both, they are doing the dance audition first. We were then divided into small groups with six members in each group. Basically there were three rounds that we need to go through during the audition. The teachers trained us for the first round, the young lady showed us a few steps and we were required to memorize, practice and perform it. It was more to contemporary which was quite new to me because I never learn it. We were told what to do in the second round, I think it emphasized on our expressions and our ability to act. As for the third round, random songs were played and it's our time to bring our talent into full play. Though I am a dancer in new tune, but I'm not good in solo. It's quite an awful memory to me. T.T

I really hope that I can get a pass for the audition. I was planning to join this performance since last year after watching the great and impressive stage play. They were purely performed by UKM students, I'd mentioned in my former blog post. It's a dream to perform on that stage with good scenario and great people in UKM. If I get the pass, the bruises I got and every suffering moments during the practices are worth it! But if I don't get it, well..maybe I'll just be one of the 3000 spectators, again. Haha..

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

I will always remind myself with this when fighting for something, especially to achieve my dreams. It's always a good song, for inspiration. =)

Fooled.

Supposingly I have a class at 2pm for curriculum today and it's at FSSK. Me and my friends took an early bus at 1pm to have our lunch at Pusanika cafe because the bus drivers are having lunch break at 1.30pm. We're not familiar with FSSK, it took us a few minutes to find the class at the 4th floor. The classroom was in used as we arrived 5 minutes earlier, so we waited at the classroom next door. We won't be bored as long as we're talking.. LOL. When it's already 2pm, we went into the class and grabbed the centre seats. One thing made us feel strange was that, there was only 6 students (including four of us) in the class. 10 minutes later, we knew there was something wrong. Maybe the class has changed the location or it is canceled? Because there seems no other students or lecturer is entering the room. Just when the moment we stepped out from the classroom. We saw this on the notice board.

Oh man....We were so foolish waiting for the class to start!

Since my plan was runied (was planning to attend the class =.=), I have no other plan than to spend the day in my room. I was with my lappy most the time except when I was sleeping at noon and movie's time at TSP's room. We'd just finished watching La Lingerie, a Hong Kong film in 2008. It is about how a woman's undergarments hold the key to the exhortations of her modern soul. Or something like that, consistently funny out of all reason. We just couldn't stop laughing and many scenes are so "Oh My God". LOL. I'd also downloaded some wallpapers for my dekstop background. ^^

Game Over.
(Plants vs Zombies)
Try this game, it's fun!! xD

My dekstop wallpaper for the time being.

Woot~ Megan Fox!!
She's hot...
Should I put this as the background? haha..

The cat, at the cafe of my college!!
I call it......Garfield. @@

Satisfaction

Yo! Today is The Mines day. Watched Harry Potter at 2pm show. The theater was just half -full, thought it will be full like Transformers 2-Revenge of The Fallen. Swt. After that, it's shopping time again because my friend haven't found their own gowns. Was so excited to step in Kitschen again!! I've awaited for this since yesterday. We didn't find Kitschen at 1u at the previous day. You really should pay it a visit, god damn many nice dresses and Tees!! ^^ They were tempting but I managed to resist them though I really like the dress below. LOL

The 'cake' dress.
I just love it. ><

Nerd looks. O.o

New style? haha..

Just when I thought I would go back with empty hands, we passed by ES and I wanted to have a look at the heels inside. Together we spotted a pair of black heels. OMG....They fit me just nice, it's just my size!! And they look marvelous, brilliant and HOT!! Super duper love them!!! Can't reveal it by now, keep it mysterious. Wahahahaha...

Before heading back, we had a lake walk at the fleamarket. There wasn't much thing actually, but we got to snap a few pictures at the lake. =) Today onwards, no more going out so freely. We all will be bound by those pack schedules and classes. That's why we have to enjoy to the fullest. ^^

The Fleamarket.

Beside the lake with my dear friends.
X O X O =)

p/s: Shereen dear is leaving to Pulau Tinggi tonight for her fieldtrip for 9days. Will miss her lots!! Btw, I'm sleeping at her room with TSP tonight, my roomie has gone out. LOL. Nights. ^^