Loss and Down

I wonder how much energy I still have. I'm very hungry and super tired now. It's a rainy day but I don't feel cold at all, until when night arrives. When I settle down at room, i just realized how tired I am. I have muscles ache, bruises, tired eyes and feel powerless. Yet, I don't have much time to rest. Tomorrow will be another tough day. Though I'd caught up the moves, but I still need more practices and need to adjust some steps. Sigh. Quite sad to hear those comments just now. I know it's good to get criticized sometimes but today I'm really tired. Seriously, I nearly break down. LOL. I had hair loss problem since end of last semester. I'm shocked when I see the hair loss wind in between my comb just now, so much of them! My heart burnt! Will I die bald? This is the thing I fear the most!! My hair is very dry and dull, it's bothering me! I think I need a hair cut now. The shorter the better. Though I want to keep it long, but I don't want to be bald!! T.T And I hate to have acne problem, why can't they go away?! ><