Peace & Smile =)

I'm enjoying peace myself in the room after the rushing and tiring day. The KTM broke down, heavy rain, quick lunch with KFC, practices with jumping, rolling, twisting...I just have to keep up with the beat. How I hope I can have a fine day doing nothing but only relaxing. Maybe I can do some drawings? You know I'm not good at it, haha.

The room is so silence as there's only ME, my lappy and my wet clothes. My roommate went back to her hometown few days ago. 20th August was my mom's birthday but I only can called her up to wish her. Present was prepared but we just couldn't send it. I was hoping for Raya break all this while because that's the only chance for me to go home. But it was so dreary that out of the one week break, I only can stay at HOME for two or three days and have to come back to UKM. I realized that the time I can spend with my family is really SHORT!! Even my sis is in KL now, we only meet like once or twice a month! Imagine if I'm working later, will it be once in two months? I really kind of envy those who are with their family now. Home is the best shelter than anywhere else. I miss the cooking of my aunt and my mom, I miss the laughing and crying of my beloved cousins, I miss my mom mumbling me although I don't like it. My younger sis is having her PMR soon, hope she can do it well. My parents are so worry about her that everytime when we go back, they certainly will ask us to advice her to be put more effort on her studies. Sometimes we feel that it is quite annoying but it is our responsibility to do so as her sisters. Since I'm here now, I can't help her much on that. I really hope that someday she'll understand the sacrifices of my parents to raise her up and eventually she can learn to respect the elders. (She can be quite stubborn and mean at times.)

Well, I really quite miss my family especially my lovely cousins. LOL. My eyes got wet when I saw an indian family with three kids and their grandmother I suppose, squeezing together and standing in the train. It's so sweet to see that.

I have lots of work to do on the coming week. There will be two tests, meeting for the music camp (many things have to be done) and also New Tune and PT practices. I don't think I can cope with my studies now, Sigh. How I wish I could sit down, focus and enjoy playing a song with an instrument like the man in the picture. I only want to listen to some music or watch my favourite series (currently Gossip Girls) to make myself forget about everything. And for tomorrow, if the time allows, perhaps I can catch a movie with my buddies after the training. We'll see..

Everyday is blessed with a SMILE....
Thanks to Lin Min for giving each of us these eternal smiles. =)

Tired

I'm here to declare that I shall reserve myself for Pesta Tanglung in these few weeks or these two months. Everything still going on as normal but for the days that I'm free, I would consider other activities after PT. Sorry for this but due to the circumstances, I'm force to sacrifice this time. T.T

We are having calls from the teacher so frequently because the preview is coming in less than 3 weeks. We are going to have a camp for practice during this weekend. The schedule is clashed with my friend's plan to watch the new released movie, UP. Even on 31 August, we will have practice with the drama group too. I was like, "SHIT! What about my Baskin Robbin?!" I want BR!!! It's 31st alright? I still want to have fun with my fellow friends too, the balancing is important. My holidays are all gone now. But I think I will give myself a leave on 31st. Haha..

Tomorrow I have to attend the preview of PAP and I have presentation ont his Friday. Thursday night we'll have our practice at KTSN, it's in KL! Omg..By the time I come back to UKM main campus, I think it's 12am ++ already. The steps that the teacher just taught just now were quite tough, we need to catch up with the beats and the moves are not easy at all. Seriously, I feel it's hard to do the travel part and also running! It's not easy to run in small circle and in a high speed! LOL. As a result, I injured my toes, knees and even my butt! I think they got blue black now. I feel pain even when I'm sitting. T.T

Well, I still have to go through all these and stay until the last moment. Someone asked me why must I make myself suffer, why don't I just quit?
It's not that I can quit anytime I want, that's a bit irresponsible because somehow I was chosen. I don't give up my chance just like that. I won't be attending the audition at the very first place if I plan to give up. I made up my mind after considering all the consequences. Although sometimes I skip my practice, but that doesn't mean I'm not serious in it. I still try to catch up with them and do my best. At my point of view, I think it's ridiculous to sacrifice anything just for a show. There're things are much more important than this and I have to distinguish them carefully.

After I got back from the practice tonight, I wasn't in a good mood and felt quite emo. Some issues happened but I hope that won't be a problem anymore. I don't have time to focus and deal with it now. I just know that I am tired and I don't have sufficient time to rest. I am suffering from tension now and my life is not relaxing at all. Don't be shocked if one day you see me with wrinkles or white hair on me. Swt! I was just kidding. I will go mad if I become like an old virgin. LOL!!

Anyway, after PT show, I swear that I will enjoy my free time to the fullest. I mean when I am really FREE~ Looking forward to it now.

The Convocations

I nearly lost my way two days ago. It was a Sunday but I was busy the whole day as I have practices for mooncake show in the morning till evening. At the meantime, my seniors' convos were on the same day, I wished to attend their convos so hard for the reason that they had trained me to be a person of who I am now and gave me the chance to perform on the stage. They are not only my seniors but the group of people who helped me to find myself. Because of them, I finally found where I belong, I see myself in them. No matter how hard my life is now, I promise myself to keep holding on because I know what is life consist of - to chase your dream and to do what you want, don't make yourself regretted your life in the future. They, who make me of who I am today, are the members of New Tune and they will always be my best seniors!

I was in such a condition that if I fail to attend the former one, the parts that I can perform might be reduced. As to the latter, it might be the last time to meet up with them, perhaps. Of course, for me, friends come first but I'm bound to attend the practice because I had offered myself to it. But on second thoughts, I feel like the practice is incomparable with my seniors! Practice is like a routine that I can do it few times in a week, but convo to some of us, might be once in a life time. Maybe I'm not the most important person of theirs but I would like to be there when the day is so special for them. Finally I didn't make myself regret, I think I did the right choice. We did have a lot of fun and we spent the night together at Yvonne's house to celebrate the return of Lin Min. LOL!! And we're glad to see Shin and CJ too, both of them wore so smart! Haha.. If I wasn't there that day, perhaps I couldn't see their smiles anymore.

It's really an unforgettable memory. 3 years later, I shall invite all of you to my convo and I want to hire a professional camera-man/woman to snap every pics of our. Any volunteer? Haha.. Hope to see you guys there. To the VIPs, you know who you are and your attendance is compulsory. ^^


p/s: I will upload the pics on facebook as soon as I got the pics. The problem is, I don't know when will I get them. @@

Fun OK Cafe

Sorry for not posting this few days, I have a few pending updates here and I'm stealing some time to blog now while I'm waiting for my class to start.


During last Saturday, we held a birthday celebration for Chun Ming at FUN OK Cafe which located in Cheras. This guy was having his convo on the next day and the day before was his birthday. So basically we're going to meet him in these two days. He lives in Cheras and is currently working around that area. The design of the cafe was very special, even the name of the cafe is quite creative. It is called "fan oh kei" in cantonese which means 'going home' and they translate it in English with the same pronounciation and it became "Fun Ok". It was my first time visit as well as a few others. Such restaurant seldom exists in Malaysia, mostly they appear in other countries like Taiwan or Singapore. We ordered our food and chit-chatted for a long time as CJ was there too, it's the first time we met him since this semester because his convo was on the next day too, but different session from Chun Ming.

Blueberry Yogurt, you guys should try this out.
The round round thingy is superb nice, it tastes like magic!
You'll know when you try it. ^^

Mixed platter.
Who's gonna share it with me? LOL

One of the dining table which contains a set of mahjong under the surface of the glass.
Every table has different designs, so as the chairs.

That's what that makes the restaurant special of.

A white stand-lamp.

Couple?
I would recommend you this seat. =)

It's not merely a freezer a storage for cards, mahjong and other games.
Self-service.

A mouse trapper trapped a 'mouse'.

The scandalous clock! @@

The doos of the toilet.
How would it be at the gents' one?

A long notice board free for the customer to paste any notes.

Our birthday notes for Chun Ming with all our signatures. ^^
Written on 15 Aug 2009.

My dearest friends and seniors.

If you guys have any celebration, "Fun Ok" would be a right choice. The atmosphere is nice and the services are good too. We bought a cake for Chun Ming and asked the waiter to sent it on the dealed time. They did so and they gave us an additional super huge size drink to us for FREE! The super huge size drink was bigger than my face, can you imagine that? I'll upload the picture of it once I got it from my seniors. Stay tuned. ^^

F.Y.I.

Do you have secrets that you never want to tell? Something that reminds you about your past and you think that they were horrible.

Let's say that A, B, C and D are close friends, they had a long talk tonight. They speak out their true heart but yet, it was not 100% honesty. There's something between A and B that C and D did not have any knowledge about it. Four of them were in the conversation and A and B talked like as if nothing had happened between them. The 'thing' mention here is sort of 'special' relationship, it happened in the past and it's a quick one. C and D said that A is 'playful' but he protested himself that he had never hurt anyone. In fact, B was hurt by him before. But because of C and D know nothing about it, B can't tell that A had done that and B don't even know if A knew it. Meanwhile, B felt ashamed of that past. They were good friends but B couldn't tell it to C and D, that makes B felt bad about it.

Four of them were on the way meeting other friends, E was there too. B and E had once connected and had good feelings to each other. They were more close friends if compared to the others. E knew about the things that C and D don't know. But the situation now is, B and E weren't that close anymore. E is actually not available since long ago and E thought that it's better to keep distance from B and thus, B gave up on that.

Sometimes things get complicated that we couldn't speak it out because that would save a lot of trouble. I just wonder how could A and B acted that way as if the past had already disappeared. I mean people don't tend to forget things which occurred a few months ago easily since the picture was so impressive. I wonder if A still remember those things that happened. Although both of them are impossible to become as close as before but they are still friends. It's hard to treat each other nicely sometimes. On the other hand, what happened between B and E, it's just a memory to recall. Things have changed now but B still miss the moment when everyone is still innocent and true.

What would you think of a 3rd party in a relationship? Some people would said that the 3rd party is a bitch/bastard. But if you think from another side of view, what if the couple is not really meant for each other and there's someone better who offer himself/herself? If you really fell for someone but that person is not available, what would you do? An elder said that if you met the right one, go for it, at least give it a try. The condition is, if only one of the party don't feel happy in the relationship and you think you can give him/her more happiness than the current one. One more thing, play boy sucks! If you want to play, play far. Don't mess with the people that you meet frequently for a few years. It's hard to get rid of it once you fell. The most important is, treat people with your true heart.

Something bugging me recently is that, someone sent a request to be friends, again. By the time that person deleted me, it's the end of the story. I don't hate that person but I don't feel like liking him anyway. I have been an idiot for once or twice and I don't want to be that anymore. So, please fuck off if you want to make me an idiot. Otherwise, I'll fuck you, idiot!