I'm here to declare that I shall reserve myself for Pesta Tanglung in these few weeks or these two months. Everything still going on as normal but for the days that I'm free, I would consider other activities after PT. Sorry for this but due to the circumstances, I'm force to sacrifice this time. T.T
We are having calls from the teacher so frequently because the preview is coming in less than 3 weeks. We are going to have a camp for practice during this weekend. The schedule is clashed with my friend's plan to watch the new released movie, UP. Even on 31 August, we will have practice with the drama group too. I was like, "SHIT! What about my Baskin Robbin?!" I want BR!!! It's 31st alright? I still want to have fun with my fellow friends too, the balancing is important. My holidays are all gone now. But I think I will give myself a leave on 31st. Haha..
Tomorrow I have to attend the preview of PAP and I have presentation ont his Friday. Thursday night we'll have our practice at KTSN, it's in KL! Omg..By the time I come back to UKM main campus, I think it's 12am ++ already. The steps that the teacher just taught just now were quite tough, we need to catch up with the beats and the moves are not easy at all. Seriously, I feel it's hard to do the travel part and also running! It's not easy to run in small circle and in a high speed! LOL. As a result, I injured my toes, knees and even my butt! I think they got blue black now. I feel pain even when I'm sitting. T.T
Well, I still have to go through all these and stay until the last moment. Someone asked me why must I make myself suffer, why don't I just quit?
It's not that I can quit anytime I want, that's a bit irresponsible because somehow I was chosen. I don't give up my chance just like that. I won't be attending the audition at the very first place if I plan to give up. I made up my mind after considering all the consequences. Although sometimes I skip my practice, but that doesn't mean I'm not serious in it. I still try to catch up with them and do my best. At my point of view, I think it's ridiculous to sacrifice anything just for a show. There're things are much more important than this and I have to distinguish them carefully.
After I got back from the practice tonight, I wasn't in a good mood and felt quite emo. Some issues happened but I hope that won't be a problem anymore. I don't have time to focus and deal with it now. I just know that I am tired and I don't have sufficient time to rest. I am suffering from tension now and my life is not relaxing at all. Don't be shocked if one day you see me with wrinkles or white hair on me. Swt! I was just kidding. I will go mad if I become like an old virgin. LOL!!
Anyway, after PT show, I swear that I will enjoy my free time to the fullest. I mean when I am really FREE~ Looking forward to it now.
We are having calls from the teacher so frequently because the preview is coming in less than 3 weeks. We are going to have a camp for practice during this weekend. The schedule is clashed with my friend's plan to watch the new released movie, UP. Even on 31 August, we will have practice with the drama group too. I was like, "SHIT! What about my Baskin Robbin?!" I want BR!!! It's 31st alright? I still want to have fun with my fellow friends too, the balancing is important. My holidays are all gone now. But I think I will give myself a leave on 31st. Haha..
Tomorrow I have to attend the preview of PAP and I have presentation ont his Friday. Thursday night we'll have our practice at KTSN, it's in KL! Omg..By the time I come back to UKM main campus, I think it's 12am ++ already. The steps that the teacher just taught just now were quite tough, we need to catch up with the beats and the moves are not easy at all. Seriously, I feel it's hard to do the travel part and also running! It's not easy to run in small circle and in a high speed! LOL. As a result, I injured my toes, knees and even my butt! I think they got blue black now. I feel pain even when I'm sitting. T.T
Well, I still have to go through all these and stay until the last moment. Someone asked me why must I make myself suffer, why don't I just quit?
It's not that I can quit anytime I want, that's a bit irresponsible because somehow I was chosen. I don't give up my chance just like that. I won't be attending the audition at the very first place if I plan to give up. I made up my mind after considering all the consequences. Although sometimes I skip my practice, but that doesn't mean I'm not serious in it. I still try to catch up with them and do my best. At my point of view, I think it's ridiculous to sacrifice anything just for a show. There're things are much more important than this and I have to distinguish them carefully.
After I got back from the practice tonight, I wasn't in a good mood and felt quite emo. Some issues happened but I hope that won't be a problem anymore. I don't have time to focus and deal with it now. I just know that I am tired and I don't have sufficient time to rest. I am suffering from tension now and my life is not relaxing at all. Don't be shocked if one day you see me with wrinkles or white hair on me. Swt! I was just kidding. I will go mad if I become like an old virgin. LOL!!
Anyway, after PT show, I swear that I will enjoy my free time to the fullest. I mean when I am really FREE~ Looking forward to it now.
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