Hard Time!!!

Feel so gatai now.. I'm having a test tomorrow but I keep thinking of online shopping and can't stop clicking the pages. Lol. In fact, I'm broke now and need to save money for our Jyogoya plan for this coming Oct on TSP's birthday, special occassion. Haha.. But, I still think I want to buy something online. Maybe few days later, haha. Perhaps she is right, I always want to get what I desire of. (Only on material things, not include non-material. Hehe..)

This week I really have a lot to do, especially tomorrow (Wednesday). Besides the test, I have a presentation at evening class and dance practice at night. At the mean time, I also have two group meetings and new tune meeting at night which means I can not attend to all beacause of the dance practice. I don't know if I'm right to put the dance first as I don't want to miss out. The show will be on next month and our teachers plan to cover everything before 14 Sept. I feel guilty to others for I'm unable to attend those meetings. They are important as well because it's close to the date of submission and presentation and the camp is on next weekend. Suddenly everything come at the same time, I feel lost sometimes and feel quite down. Eventually I will not be able to focus when I'm practicing. Sigh.

This Friday is our Preview show at Bangunan Persatuan Hokkien Ulu Langat, Kajang. Everyone is welcome to the festive carnival. It will last for two nights and Saturday I have another performance on behalf on New Tune. Well, I'll be rushing back from UKM branch at Cheras before the performance because I have practice at there in the morning, which means I have to take an hour of KTM. How good if I have a car. Why is life so hard?!


Whatever thing it is, I think it's better to just focus on the very moment and not think about other stuffs. Okay, close my eyes, take a deep breath and count to three...... I'm going to continue my study now. Good luck in Tort test to my fellow course-mates. ^^