Woohoo~~ I'm going to vacation tomorrow!!! Can't wait for it since last week and I'd just donw packing! haha... My study week starts on next week, I'll have to catch up real hard when come back from vacation. Let's not think about the serious stuff first, in case it spoils my mood later. Hehe..
I really need these four days vacation now, it's been a while I never spend my time properly with my family. Everything was like touch and go, no time to have dinner together either. Since we all have time, why not just go for it? And I had been busy for the past few months on New Tune stuffs and Mooncake festival. I'd actually promised myself to reinstate the time that I'd sacrificed for my friends and family. It's true, I'm now having fun despite I have to work on my studies and meetings for next year's NTLP. In fact, I failed to attend all the meetings for some reasons. I'm the kind of girl who loves to have fun and balancing is very important to me. I can be very serious on work, but promise I'll reward myself after that. I'll reactivate 'serious' mode after the vacation. Hehe!
Besides, I'm tired of being surrounding by emotional crisis, not only me but regarding my friend's problems too. Almost everyday we're taking about the same problem and there seems no solution. Even if there is, we can't promise that the same problem won't arise. In life, I meet many people and there are only a few who really care for me and the other way round. Some of them could be best friends with me like forever, but some, it keeps changing and won't last for long. I found a friend who I want to be friend with, or perhaps close friend. While in the progress, I might run out of track because the feeling seems to have been developed. It's not a good news as the other party has already attached (for a couple of years) which is the problem I hate to meet with. Shit! Now I finally understand why people said that boys and girls cannot be best friends. It may not apply in all cases, but it happens. Both care but there's a boundary that we could not cross. Why must it happen on me? I'm sick of it! I wish for a good escape, out of this place, to calm down and find the peace of mind. I'll grasp the new air from there and exhale it like I throw away all the junk stuffs! The air better be fresh and clean.
I really need these four days vacation now, it's been a while I never spend my time properly with my family. Everything was like touch and go, no time to have dinner together either. Since we all have time, why not just go for it? And I had been busy for the past few months on New Tune stuffs and Mooncake festival. I'd actually promised myself to reinstate the time that I'd sacrificed for my friends and family. It's true, I'm now having fun despite I have to work on my studies and meetings for next year's NTLP. In fact, I failed to attend all the meetings for some reasons. I'm the kind of girl who loves to have fun and balancing is very important to me. I can be very serious on work, but promise I'll reward myself after that. I'll reactivate 'serious' mode after the vacation. Hehe!
Besides, I'm tired of being surrounding by emotional crisis, not only me but regarding my friend's problems too. Almost everyday we're taking about the same problem and there seems no solution. Even if there is, we can't promise that the same problem won't arise. In life, I meet many people and there are only a few who really care for me and the other way round. Some of them could be best friends with me like forever, but some, it keeps changing and won't last for long. I found a friend who I want to be friend with, or perhaps close friend. While in the progress, I might run out of track because the feeling seems to have been developed. It's not a good news as the other party has already attached (for a couple of years) which is the problem I hate to meet with. Shit! Now I finally understand why people said that boys and girls cannot be best friends. It may not apply in all cases, but it happens. Both care but there's a boundary that we could not cross. Why must it happen on me? I'm sick of it! I wish for a good escape, out of this place, to calm down and find the peace of mind. I'll grasp the new air from there and exhale it like I throw away all the junk stuffs! The air better be fresh and clean.
2 comments:
Boys n gals can't be best friends? It depends. 2 of my best friends are gals.
Recharging your battery? Home and family is always the best place. Enjoy your vacation and good luck in exam!
Actually I don't agree with that statement too but what I've been through taught me some lessons. LOL.
Thanks! Good luck in finals too, Sansit..
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