D A M N ! !

What the hell on earth is happening?
How come got people ask her own sister DON'T go to find her if the purpose is to spend time with her? damn! I'm so so frus now!!

I was planning to meet my friends on this week and overnight at my sis place.
I told her I maybe go on thurs and back on sat with her.
But the situation changed, in consequence, i changed my plan too.
I will go on wed but not going to stay until sat.
Then my sis stopped me from going to find her and ask me "dont' come?!"
Dumb-ass!
You think i'm so free to travel for 1.30hours for fun? I'd been to pg for 10x times during this holidays and I'm really quite lazy to go there now.
But because I haven't meet up any of my matric friends and we already had a deal, that's why I'm going there, again.
My sis will be working till 4.30pm so she only free at night.
And I'm with good intention to find her and to accompany her on her free time because she said she is bored!
What's wrong with this person ?
I just change the plan, move forward the date, not cancel it, can't she compromise with me for once?
What about the last time I went to find her on thurs and already said I'll be staying for two nights, but on friday her VIP suddenly is coming and I was forced to go back with my parents because the room is too small and it's impossible I'm staying there to be a bulb.
Does she apologize or say something so that I won't feel like I'm the extra one? Maybe she think it's unecessary because I won't put it in my heart, normally it's my role to compromise with her? Or maybe I've got too much time to waste and it doesn't matter to waste my time sitting at the room alone online whole day while she was not in?! Or because I'm such a soft hearted girl and she can used me?!

Sometimes you let me down sis, you make me feel everyone is not important at all, except your VIP.
I never keep it from you when you asked. But you could kept secret from me and said that you regretted to tell me that after they have known it due to your 'unusual' act?
I never treated you like that alright?
Though when I don't have plan or when free I just find you, but at least I find you and not other people else. And I find you when i'm free!!
If I follow the first plan now, that's mean I'm gonna let a few person down. My friends might have to compromise with me. I can't take that ok?
Fine. I'm not gonna bother you for now.

This is why I don't always go W/M because I think I'm an extra there though they don't mind to let us stay. I'm just a furball on the street when no people's home. People welcome me when they're happy, but when they're not, I have to makan sendiri.
I thought family is about 'nobody's left behind'..
You won't understand the feeling when you don't have the key of the big door although you're welcome to stay inside. When there's no one to open the door for you, you'll be wandering on the street if no one's there to help, like a homeless person! It's a feeling that you never dream of.
Maybe I'm not acting immature now but I really feel that way and I'm really angry now.
Just wanna let it out before I go crazy.
This is also why I don't like to beg for help. You just have to act according to that person's happiness. Why do I have to humiliate myself? Sorry but I'm an Aries girl.
Thanks for the offer but no thanks!


p/s: I'll probably forget about this after I wake up tomorrow.

You're My Destiny

My brand new w705!!!! wahahhaa...
Finally, I've got my new cellphone.
A silver w705... The main reason I choose this phone is because of its special feature, the wifi connection.. It's really convenience to online at wifi zone without bringing my lappy along =)



It has 3 colours actually, silver, passionate red and black.
Black is the latest one and when my dad purchase it from the store, they still don't have it.
So I just take the silver one.
I think the black one is quite cool ~ ^^


This is a picture of k810, my old mobile phone.



It was sent to repair due to the malfunctioning of the keypad.
I was quite attracted to its physical feature when I bought it last year.
I love the unique designs of the keypads which are in round shape and the glass-look layer surrounded the keypads.
Look nice at the outside but spoil easily inside...sigh
Maybe it's because I bought AP phone, not the origin one...haha!
Well, I still miss it! Can't wait to get it back because I haven't copy all the contact list from it to my new cellphone contact list. @.@

A Gift For Her

June 4, it's my eldest aunt's birthday, and also my cutest friend's, Yun who sat beside me when form 4 & 5..
Anyway, wish Yun stays happy with her korean-look dear. =)
Now, what should I give my aunt as a gift?

Since I was born, I live in a big family together with my parents, aunts, uncle and my grandma and also my siblings and cousins.
They raised us up so hard, because we're naughty kids =P
My parents work at other places, they only come back during weekends. So most of the time, our aunt is the one looking after us, fetch us to school and tuition and deal with everything, big and small.
You can imagine a child cries when realised his/her mom is not there because she has left to work early in the morning. My aunt and grandma has to comfort us to make us stop crying and go back to sleep everytime when we did.
I don't really remember all these pictures since I was so young, but I still know what happened.
Thanks to my aunts and uncles for willing to take care of us and for that, we can move on to this far, to university.... =)

A gift for her.. Nothing too costly, neither a tempting jewellery nor a golden watch.
Just a simple family photo.

I bought a photo frame together with my younger sis..

And some special glues. (You can get these at any stationery conner I think.)

With the glues, I wrote some words and drew some pictures on the frame's border.
After that, I let it dried for hours...
This is the result of my art work..


Hmm....What can I say? ...This is art!!! hahhaha....
It's not easy to control the quantity of the glue when you press it. But I quite enjoy doing it. Just get a little frus when my hand accidently touched the un-dry glue.....@@
Because I'm using the puff glue, so I had to heat it with hair dryer to make them puff!
(the glue is permanent and can use on clothes, shoes, cards.....etc. Just make it's completely dry before heating it.)

This is the photo that I've edited! These pictures were taken in year 2008 during Chinese New Year and our trip to Cambodia. (I love the one with my cousins the most ^^)


Because the picture is in rectangular shape and cannot fit exactly to 8R size, so I have to cut out a bit. (You can never understand art. Hahaha....)
So, after putting the picture inside the frame with puff words on its border, it looks like this.

Happy Birthday Big KoKo ^^


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Recognize these?!
...Yup, we had Pizzas for the celebration!! hehe.....
But no pictures of our celebration because we just simply enjoy the pizzas.

Cheers =)

Boring day, Busy night.

Hmm...
I woke up at 12pm today. haha..!
I was too tired on the previous night and slept late cause working on my aunt's present.
Wasn't doing anything the whole noon, just playing facebook, bowling on playfish, watch Ben10 with my cousin.....and so so.
Until the evening, me and my younger sis went out to take a photo at the photoshop.
After that, we proceed to Pizza Hut to "da pao" some pizzas for celebration of my aunt's birthday, she's treating the family. ^^
Will update it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow because it's very late now and I'm super sleepy and in case I don't have time to update tomorrow.
Later on, I went to Old Town to meet up some friends.
MC is going to MMU in Malacca tomorrow, so we had some small gathering.
Heard Yang said that if the rest of them can't get to local Uni, they'll apply for MMU banking and finance together, how nice!!
Maybe I can meet them in Malacca someday if they go, just an hour's journey from Bangi, hehe ^^
We then changed our venue to a malay stall near STAR to try out the roti puling (if not mistaken) , quite nice and cheap. It's my first time there and first try. Haha....

A funny incident happened!!

A malay waiter sent the wrong drinks to our table. I'm the only one ordered 'milo ais' and the others ordered 'limau ais'. That guy sent 2 drinks and the colour are quite similar to 'milo ais', we thought he gave us an extra. So I taste one of it..........It tasted differently.

"It's not Milo la....I think it's....erm, it's........"

"Neslo?"

"Yeah! It's neslo!"

"Oh, then you try another one and see."

"Huh? Can I? Okay............... Omg, it's Neslo too!!"

"Die la, you drink both already!"

"Cham liao, how then??"

At this moment, the waiter came back with two Horlics in his hand. Since when we order Horlics?!

"Abang, you hantar silap semua!!"

"AiYoh!!!"

We also "aiyoh" and watched him took the drinks to the other table which was seated by 2boys and their father.
Oh shit oh shit!!!!! They were drinking the Neslo which were tasted by me before with the same straws!!!

"EeWWww~~~ They are using my straws!!! I think they'll have some stomache tonight. haha....."

Then we burst out with some evil laughs....Bwahaahaha.....

My eyes are hurting now, was focusing on this square thing for the most of time. O.o
I better off to sleep now.
Oyasumi nasai =)

It's Burning My ASS!!!

Few minutes ago, I was sitting in a room "enjoying" sauna.
Gosh, since when my house living room is like a infrared room? SAUNA??!!
It's freaking HOT these few days and it's burning my ass although I'm just sitting! I even sweat soon after I took my bathe!
It's not the first day I'm suffering to the heat of the weather since back to my hometown.
Seriously, I don't think that the fan is a FAN anymore because it is NOT cooling at all!!!
And half an hour ago, I was editing some pictures for my aunt's birthday present on this coming Thursday.
I wasn't in a bad mood but this god damn hot weather made me become GRUMPY!!
I really could yell out if someone come and bother me that time!


Shit! It's getting hotter and hotter now!
Does people on the earth realize what's going on now?
It's the effect of global warming!! We learned it since we're small, but when we're growing up and getting older, we tend to forget what've we learned!


We really should start SAVING the EARTH.
This EARTH is OURS, WE ALL should LOVE it!! But what are we people doing now?!
How can we concentrate on our work in everyday life without a safe and comfy environment to live on?



What about the government? Shouldn't they cut off the fucking crap on politics and maybe give a LITTLE bit attention to our environment?
A lousy country comes with a lousy government!! There's no need more explaination for this.


p/s: Just wanna let out some pek chek-ness because I really really really really really can't stand the increasing temperature!