It's has been three days that I didn't get any message from him. Hmm..I wonder how is he doing right now. I think I know why he didn't message me.. Well, I'm living my life though. I'm not the type of girl who'll sob till my heart out for love. (Never have this experience yet, haha.) I'm moving on until the day we meet again.
I just finished watching "Secret", year 2007 a film of Jay Chou. I'm not sure which times I had watched it already but I love this movie, one of my favaourite movie actually. :) Besides the settings and the characters of the movie, I specially love the storyline, two persons from a difference years of 20 were in love and somehow it became a secret which the girl didn't tell the guy. It's a mystery love story and makes me think of him when I was watching it. It became a secret when I didn't tell him that I like him and I miss him. I couldn't see him or talk to him until when he appears first, it's all because that I don't want to disturb him since he is not free.
Friends kept asking me to forget. Forget it for my own sake, forget to make my life happier and healthier. LOL. Unfortunately, I have a good memory. How can I forget it in a day or two? Although it is not impossible to be done as I'd named myself as the evil one from the past experience. =.=" I think the biggest bar is because I don't want to, not because of I can't.. Somehow, I don't like to be forced, I know the seriousness of certain matters, it's not like I'm still a 16 years old immature girl. ( I was immatured til that time =.=") The more one disallow me to do something, the more I'll rebel. So it's better to let me suffer the pain myself before I could stop it. Haha. That's just my opinion, afterall I know myself better than anyone else I guess.
Btw, my silly sis isn't coming back this week as promised because the flight was already full. She should knew it out of her experience, it's a Friday alright? This is the result of last minute booking, wasted a seat to Hatyai and some call credits by my mom. But she's still complaining me on my spending, I think it's absurd! I seriously dislike someone nags on me, no matter your are my mom, my sis, a good friend or whosoever. It would be different if one talk nicely to me, at least I can accept or even obey to it. Guess I'm really a stubborn Aries.. haha. Well, that's all for today. I'll have to help my younger sis to draw huge characters for her intersquad competition,. Hmm, since when I became her assistance? Thought I had already retired. Lol.. I'm suffering in gastralgia now, shouldn't eat so much after swimming, aikx.. But it's nice to swim when I can see stars and moon hanging high up in the sky, I feel a peace of mind and serenity. I love that feel. Thanks for making my day. Good night. :)
I just finished watching "Secret", year 2007 a film of Jay Chou. I'm not sure which times I had watched it already but I love this movie, one of my favaourite movie actually. :) Besides the settings and the characters of the movie, I specially love the storyline, two persons from a difference years of 20 were in love and somehow it became a secret which the girl didn't tell the guy. It's a mystery love story and makes me think of him when I was watching it. It became a secret when I didn't tell him that I like him and I miss him. I couldn't see him or talk to him until when he appears first, it's all because that I don't want to disturb him since he is not free.
Friends kept asking me to forget. Forget it for my own sake, forget to make my life happier and healthier. LOL. Unfortunately, I have a good memory. How can I forget it in a day or two? Although it is not impossible to be done as I'd named myself as the evil one from the past experience. =.=" I think the biggest bar is because I don't want to, not because of I can't.. Somehow, I don't like to be forced, I know the seriousness of certain matters, it's not like I'm still a 16 years old immature girl. ( I was immatured til that time =.=") The more one disallow me to do something, the more I'll rebel. So it's better to let me suffer the pain myself before I could stop it. Haha. That's just my opinion, afterall I know myself better than anyone else I guess.
Btw, my silly sis isn't coming back this week as promised because the flight was already full. She should knew it out of her experience, it's a Friday alright? This is the result of last minute booking, wasted a seat to Hatyai and some call credits by my mom. But she's still complaining me on my spending, I think it's absurd! I seriously dislike someone nags on me, no matter your are my mom, my sis, a good friend or whosoever. It would be different if one talk nicely to me, at least I can accept or even obey to it. Guess I'm really a stubborn Aries.. haha. Well, that's all for today. I'll have to help my younger sis to draw huge characters for her intersquad competition,. Hmm, since when I became her assistance? Thought I had already retired. Lol.. I'm suffering in gastralgia now, shouldn't eat so much after swimming, aikx.. But it's nice to swim when I can see stars and moon hanging high up in the sky, I feel a peace of mind and serenity. I love that feel. Thanks for making my day. Good night. :)
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