MiSeraBLe?

Seems like it has bcom my habit to blog everytime b4 i go to bed..
i duno whether dis is a gud ting onot..cuz i'l blog when sth happens to me..sth may be gud or bad..
i blog so frequent these days, out of so many posts, only one or two r about happy events..
sigh..

read a fren's blog juz now..
saw de word 'Miserable'..hope it's not de best word to describe my feeling right now ><
miserable? might not seen it from my face, cuz i've tried to smile everyday...but sometimes it really goes dis way in my heart..lol..

de most tragic thing dat happens on me recently is.....
de silence-ness of my fon...
i rarely receive any msg or call from others...n i dunno who n wad to send..
wondered if they're busy or anyting..
de only msgs i received everyday r from Hotlink..wtf!
receiving other's msg shows dat someone stil rmb u..n i'd like to b remembered..
to people out there, if u're reading dis, mind to do me a favor?
juz pick up ur fon, go to de msg box n forward a msg to me would u?
highly appreciate ur co-operation...
mind sounds "funny" here but it matters somehow..
trust me, when ur fon dint ring for days, u'll start wondering whether is it spoilt but in fact, it's not!...lol..

"Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit."
yup, im now de 'only tree' among 4 of us (my gang)..again lol..

"A relationship is like a rose,

How long it lasts, no one knows;

Love can erase an awful past,

Love can be yours, you'll see at last;

To feel that love, it makes you sigh,

To have it leave, you'd rather die;

You hope you've found that special rose,

'Cause you love and care for the one you chose."

hope dat my rose is de one n only special thing in dis world...n i shall find it someday..