Sunday, June 21, 2009

Mixed Decisions

Saw some of my friends' posted that they had mixed feelings. I wonder why people have mixed feelings these days. Now it's my turn to get this.

I've spent most of my time at home after back from my Langkawi trip this week. When I was staying at home online for the whole day and only go out with my family, some of my friends start asking:
"Today didn't go out so guai ar?"

When I said I planned to stay at home today, I got this response:
"Not going anywhere meh? Wierd!"

And just now after I woke up from my nap, i saw an offline message:
"Still at outside ar?"

Swt, is it so unusual for me to stay at home? Maybe my impression to people is that I'm a girl who don't stay at home for long. Home is still the best place for shelter afterall and I love my home. =) I feel lazy to get up from bed every morning. But I even feel lazy to step out of the door these days. LOL. Am I becoming "zhai nyu"?? Maybe just for temporary. Haha. My excitement for this two months long holiday is decreasing and I'm not excited to go back UKM either. Haiz..

When I was asleep two hours ago, one of my friend called and told me about tomorrow's plan.
My friends had planned to go Bukit Merah on the first day, Ipoh on the second day to visit Gua Tempurung and go back to Penang to rest (they're from Penang) and on the third and fourth day will go apartment stay. It's gonna be four days continuously that I won't be at home.

Suddenly i feel like time is passing so fast!! I might going back to KL on the next week, a few days later I came back from the trip. We don't have time machine, we can't go back to the past and we can't freeze time. Life goes on everyday. But I'm trying to slow down time. When we aren't having fun, like staying at home and do nothing, we feel like time is very hard to pass. On the contrary, while we're having fun outside, just a blink of an eye, it's already time to go home.

There's some problem I'll encounter if I go that trip. The biggest thing is my "best friend" gave me a visit this week, LOL. I think about it over and over again and decided not to join them for the first and second day.



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Okay..My friend called me a few minutes ago while I was writing this. He forced me to go =.="
Final decision. I AM GOING! swt... lol

So I will not be around for these few days. hmm..Will figure out some ways to solve the problems then.

It's not mixed feelings anymore now, but mixed decisions.



p/s: Changed plan again. I'm canceled to the trip. BIG swt..haha!
*remark: The time now is 11.40pm

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