I have been clumsy this morning. I mistaken my tutorial schedule, thought it started at 10am but the actual time is 9am. I was meeting a mentor of my PBL group member for a couple minutes at about 9am and after that, I spent like 45 mins at the library until 10am to attend the 'class'. Just when I was having breakfast 5 minutes before going to class, my friend called and asked why I didn't attend class. I was so blur that I couldn't understand her. After that she just told that our class was supposed to be on 9am. I was like "oh my GOD!!! I missed the class and I just got to know that after the class?!" What the shit man... She said she had sent me message and because of the class has already started, she couldn't call. Not even a single miss call? I only read the message after that call. Well, I was a bit frus at the time being and I don't think that's an excuse. To me, a buddy is like, do we need to explain everything so clearly or to get a return of what we pay? When I am not there, I would expect you to give me a call. What if you're not in the class and I don't give a damn on you? I thought we are supposed to be connected and we can get each other just by the link of our thoughts. Seems like I expected too much then. Not everyone can click so well together, or without flaw. The more you expect, the more disappointment you'll get. I wasn't upset about the class that I've missed, but the less care or attention from my buddies. Just to release the frus as I'm used to write it down whenever I have something inside, no harsh feeling. We're still buddies and I still do what I will do when meet with this circumstances.
There's a new uploaded video on facebook from Take, new tune previous dancer who has already grad. When watching it, automatically all the memories of our training and performance came back to me. They are still as fresh as yesterday and darn it! I miss those guys so much! While I was practicing dance for the Mooncake Festival tonight, I seriously think that New Tune is much more fun. Of course I went there not because of fun, is to try something new and to learn more. I always wanted to perform for that festival simply just because I think the event is awesome. After the practice, I was thinking to have a peek at Pusanika where the New Tune has dance class there too. Unfortunately I have to catch the last bus of the day and I'm not sure whether those fellows are still at Pusa. Sigh. I only can attend Monday class for New Tune then and some of them are not available that night. Meaning that we will not meet each other so frequently because our schedule are different. Sigh. That's a disappointing fact but what to do right. I'll pray that the Mooncake Festival comes soon so that I can have my normal schedule back. Hehe..
There's a new uploaded video on facebook from Take, new tune previous dancer who has already grad. When watching it, automatically all the memories of our training and performance came back to me. They are still as fresh as yesterday and darn it! I miss those guys so much! While I was practicing dance for the Mooncake Festival tonight, I seriously think that New Tune is much more fun. Of course I went there not because of fun, is to try something new and to learn more. I always wanted to perform for that festival simply just because I think the event is awesome. After the practice, I was thinking to have a peek at Pusanika where the New Tune has dance class there too. Unfortunately I have to catch the last bus of the day and I'm not sure whether those fellows are still at Pusa. Sigh. I only can attend Monday class for New Tune then and some of them are not available that night. Meaning that we will not meet each other so frequently because our schedule are different. Sigh. That's a disappointing fact but what to do right. I'll pray that the Mooncake Festival comes soon so that I can have my normal schedule back. Hehe..
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