Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Empty Shell

Today is the second day I've been home. I woke up at 7a.m today because I had to fetch my sis to school, haha. Other than that, I also want to stick to my "keep fit" plan. But in the end I just jogged for 15 mins as I had to rush back home, I was suffocating already. swt!! Really growing older now. I have my second plan now, hope it works. I'm quite excited with this plan because besides keep fit, I can do the things I like! Haha.... Want to know what is it? Well, figure it out yourself..It's the sport I love the most. :)

I'm suffering in hair loss since a while ago, it's not early for my age you know, quite a number of people are starting to face this problem. I can't ignore it because it will eventually cause affliction on me, can you imagine if your hair become lesser and when you look bald? I'll go jump off the roof! It will only get more serious without proper care. I did some homework today, finally I had found some solution for it. Of course, I'm not the "hardworking" type and I'm kinda lazy to blend my own juice. Even if I will, it won't be consistent. The way I chose is a bit costly, hope it works though. *keep praying*

Basically I was spending whole day, I went to the groceries to buy a list of stuffs after dinner! I'm seriously broke now, I have no plan for the rest of my holidays since I have no financial suppport. lol. I'll just leave it to my family and hope can spend some quality time with them. Oh, I'm so satisfied that I'd downloaded tons of songs from the internet, wahaha~~ One of my new favourite song by MJ - They don't care about us. You should watch the video, it's terrific! Feel damn good while listening to it! xD

Though I seemed busy doing own stuffs whole day but I still can't lie to myself..I miss him, much more than you think! I miss the movie night at Pavilion when we wandered around Pavilion drinking slushy and cam whoring after the show. It was a great night. And the next day at Sunway waterpark, it rained but it was fun! After Sunway, I drove to zouk to meet up the dancers. While on the way there, I wasn't in a good mood and the rest of them sensed it from my tone of voice. I can't even smile. Honestly, it was not because I can't find the way to KLCC, it came later but not on that particular time. Maybe I just got jealous of something which I can't even claim what is it about. Let it be..let it be. I'm just a friend. There's nothing else I can do. But I'm quite happy to find out that he was worried about me on the night at club. I was such a fool that I didn't know that until the night before he flied back, maybe because I was drunk! Haha!! Now, I can't even see him nor talk to him. I had his China's phone number but error occurs when I tried to message him. Don't feel like texting him though since he had already gone back, so I quit trying. And damn shyt his country banned facebook!!! wtf! The only moment I chatted with him since he left was yesterday through facebook, somehow he successfully accessed into facebook website for a while before he got detected. Aikx!! I really had no idea how am I going to pass these two months, maybe after a while I'll be immune to it. To feel too much is to feel nothing in the end. Does it neccessary be that way? Sigh.

Should have get the photos from him before I came back, how could I forget?! I'm listening to some remix songs which he might like them as well. 12Jan...is the day I'm waiting for now. Other than that, I'm nothing else but an empty shell. :(

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

if u trace it carefully..u'll noe that ur hair fall is cuz of insufficient rest..pls la...even if u go use very very costly product..and on the other hand u keep having late sleep worsen ur hair fall pb..wats the point? ~_~
btw u can try to use QQ XD

love said...

oh another short love story..not bad cheers haha ^.<

X u A n i E said...

wad is QQ? Im trying to slp early nowadays, Alor Star have no activity for me :( haha..