Friday, July 3, 2009

Party's Over

Solemnly declare that my holidays is over!!
"Start packing now, it's time to go."

In these two months besides 'sang', all I did is still 'sang'. Haha... Really a carefree-two-months-holidays =.=" No more tea time and gathering with friends nor breakfast since everyone has gone to different places, hopefully we can meet each other some other day. =) No more travelling to Penang, the most frequent place I've went during this holiday, no more gaming and killing zombies!! The end of my jolly days.....Once I go back, there's tons of things waiting for me to accomplish. At least I got CLASSES to attend ><

Well, the (only) contribution I gave is being a part time driver..O.o When the days I was at home, fetching my sis and cousin from schools and to tuition became my responsibility. I was quite excited at the beginning but only for a short while. It was not as fun as I imagined, it was totally bored! Driving on the road repeatedly just to drop and pick up my sis was no fun at all and almost drove me crazy >< I was so tired although I didn't do much fatigued work. Finally I can understand how my parents and aunts suffer by fetching us 3-4times per day. Honestly, sometimes I was reluctant to step out from the house or planned to go out without a car when I feel it's a burden to me. LOL.

Sign...Why am I full of contradiction? When in uni, I was hoping to come back and got excited when I got the task to fetch my sis. But after a few weeks, I got bored >< I really can't endure if I'm bind to be a driver for the whole day. LOL... When I came up with my "smart" plan, I think I'm evil. Everyone has evil bone right? hehe.. Nevertheless, I still completed my job without any complains!!!! It's not something that I was requested but as an elder sister, it's my obligation to do it. Yeah, now I'm proud of myself~ Hahahaha.....

Tomorrow would be the last day before I quit. (I'm forced to leave =.=) I was quite sad to realise that I only can meet some of my friends possibly once a year and only IF everyone is free. I still have three years more to complete my degree. Three years seem short to me. The bad news is I think working life = no holiday and so = no life. T.T But we have to try to be happy amidst adverse circumstances, to seize as much pleasure as possible while suffering. Seek for happines, it's waiting for you. Last word, i'm sad that I have to go now but I'm glad that many new, unexpected things are going to happen, whether good or bad, I'm going to explore them! Next sem break might not be as carefree as now. A life without sorrow and anxiety don't last long. That's why people grow to become stronger, and sometimes merciless and not understanding. This world is of complication doesn't it? I think I muttered too much now. Well, goodnight world. Tomorrow will be a better day =)

2 comments:

mayday said...

Party not yet over k!!!Jz hibernate for awhile.. haha

X u A n i E said...

haha...yaya, juz rest for a while, continue next time!! xP