Peace & Smile =)

I'm enjoying peace myself in the room after the rushing and tiring day. The KTM broke down, heavy rain, quick lunch with KFC, practices with jumping, rolling, twisting...I just have to keep up with the beat. How I hope I can have a fine day doing nothing but only relaxing. Maybe I can do some drawings? You know I'm not good at it, haha.

The room is so silence as there's only ME, my lappy and my wet clothes. My roommate went back to her hometown few days ago. 20th August was my mom's birthday but I only can called her up to wish her. Present was prepared but we just couldn't send it. I was hoping for Raya break all this while because that's the only chance for me to go home. But it was so dreary that out of the one week break, I only can stay at HOME for two or three days and have to come back to UKM. I realized that the time I can spend with my family is really SHORT!! Even my sis is in KL now, we only meet like once or twice a month! Imagine if I'm working later, will it be once in two months? I really kind of envy those who are with their family now. Home is the best shelter than anywhere else. I miss the cooking of my aunt and my mom, I miss the laughing and crying of my beloved cousins, I miss my mom mumbling me although I don't like it. My younger sis is having her PMR soon, hope she can do it well. My parents are so worry about her that everytime when we go back, they certainly will ask us to advice her to be put more effort on her studies. Sometimes we feel that it is quite annoying but it is our responsibility to do so as her sisters. Since I'm here now, I can't help her much on that. I really hope that someday she'll understand the sacrifices of my parents to raise her up and eventually she can learn to respect the elders. (She can be quite stubborn and mean at times.)

Well, I really quite miss my family especially my lovely cousins. LOL. My eyes got wet when I saw an indian family with three kids and their grandmother I suppose, squeezing together and standing in the train. It's so sweet to see that.

I have lots of work to do on the coming week. There will be two tests, meeting for the music camp (many things have to be done) and also New Tune and PT practices. I don't think I can cope with my studies now, Sigh. How I wish I could sit down, focus and enjoy playing a song with an instrument like the man in the picture. I only want to listen to some music or watch my favourite series (currently Gossip Girls) to make myself forget about everything. And for tomorrow, if the time allows, perhaps I can catch a movie with my buddies after the training. We'll see..

Everyday is blessed with a SMILE....
Thanks to Lin Min for giving each of us these eternal smiles. =)