We had a fight over some small matters last night. It almost led us to a path that I'm not willing to choose. Although we made peace in the end, but there's a wound in me that's still bleeding.
There are words I don't wish to hear and things I don't wish to be happened. When I meet problem like this, I'll pretend to be strong and that I won't be easily hurt.
The truth is I'm not.
I'll be running away from reality, seeing it as a dream. The truth is, the dream is the reality and my reality is just a dream. Eventually when I'm awake, I'll be alone and regretting for things that I'd lost.
I can't let this to happen! Losing the most important thing in life is no difference with losing everything.
I'm not letting it go, not now, not tomorrow.
It's so hard trying to be strong; It's so wronged by wanting to do everything on my own; And it's so suffering to keep everything inside.
I shall learn to be contended.
A heroin sometimes needs a shoulder to rely on, whatmore an ordinary human like me? I can't take it no more, finally it drops.....
There are words I don't wish to hear and things I don't wish to be happened. When I meet problem like this, I'll pretend to be strong and that I won't be easily hurt.
The truth is I'm not.
I'll be running away from reality, seeing it as a dream. The truth is, the dream is the reality and my reality is just a dream. Eventually when I'm awake, I'll be alone and regretting for things that I'd lost.
I can't let this to happen! Losing the most important thing in life is no difference with losing everything.
I'm not letting it go, not now, not tomorrow.
It's so hard trying to be strong; It's so wronged by wanting to do everything on my own; And it's so suffering to keep everything inside.
I shall learn to be contended.
A heroin sometimes needs a shoulder to rely on, whatmore an ordinary human like me? I can't take it no more, finally it drops.....
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