Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the pathI believe in

And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you meant everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in timeAnd even though

I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is

I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

dont say you love me.. if you dont

Got introduced to you by a friend

You were cute and all that, baby you set the trend

Yes you did oh

The next thing I know we're down at the cinema

We're sitting there, you said you love me What's that about?

You're moving too fast, I don't understand you

I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend

No I can't

The best I can do is tell you to talk to me It's possible, eventual

Love will find a way

Love will find a way...

Here's how I play, here's where you stand

Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been

I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice

Take it slow, you keep pushing me

You're pushing me away

Pushing me away...

Don't say you love me

You don't even know me

If you really want me

Then give me some time

Don't go there baby

Not before I'm ready

Don't say your heart's in a hurry

It's not like we're gonna get married

Give me, give me some time

the Deepest Thought of Me..

whole day staying in my room..

start tinking nonsense d....

i miss my frens a lot!!!

miss da old times....

miss my live since secondary skul....

miss my besties, buddies n my family....

it's been a long time i din meet with them ad since i've been to ukm...

except some of my matric frens!

i really miss them a lot.........................

although i got some good frens here but we cannot play and act crazily like we used to when high skul..

everyone is seems serious on their studies, everyday concern about wad they study, tutorial and de test..

i'm so sick of it! it makes me tension..

argh~~help!!

life is so mean...

sometimes i oso miss de moments when in love..

it's been decades since de last time i'm in a relationship..

i almost dunno how is de feeling when someone is in love..

i've been treating ppl very 'cold' to those who tackle me..

dunno y, but it's an auto reflect by me...

i might hav to change it..

all these times i done a lot of things by myself, travel alone, solve my problems by myself...

now..i hav to deal with all these law subjects, take care of my life and hande all de problems i meet here!..

i'm getting tired......

is there a shoulder for me to lean on.....?

lol...

perhaps it's de chance for me to learn to b independent..^^

faith or fate?it's all up to me ..

thought it'll be a happy day..
but it ends up vr unlucky and unhappy...
wanted to enjoy our weekends after all those activities and the most suffered first week of tutorial..
but many unlucky things happened, sze pei lost her maybank atm card at mid valley, but it's not over yet..
when back, she and joes nan realised that they've lost their handphones after we entered the komuter..
everyone was angry but what to do?all we can do is to console each other not to be sad and forget about the sad cases..
on a second, we might be laughing and joking with each other..but once something bad happens by the next second, together we feel down..
and we cant change what had happened...
we must leave the past and head to our future..
"always look at the brighter side"..this is what sze pei told me, and it's quite useful ^^
i realised that, fate may be changing your life in any seconds..
but how you got to face it, it's important..
do what you wanted to..
no hesitating, or else you'll lose the chance...forever!
appreciate the people and things surrounding you..especially friends and family..
all the materials are just temporary assets, but true friends and family are out eternal assets that we cant bare to lose..
they are the one who can help us to get up when we fall..
love them and protect them..
appreciates..is what that matters...
although unlucky things keep happening, but i'll try to make myself happy...because i believed that happy go lucky..
although i got negative comments from the lecturer, took wrong bus and waited for an hour for the bus at night..but as long as i'm feeling happy, all these deals are nothing!..
if you feel that you're imperfect, practise more then..
because practise makes perfect!
be optimistic and always think to the positive way..
although the problems that i'll meet in the future will be tougher and tougher, but at the same time, i'll become stronger and stronger...
and i can handle all the problems that i deal with!
believe me..because i'm a future lawyer! =)