The First Grandson's Wedding.

It's my cousin brother's wedding! The first grandson among my grandparents' grandchildren who is getting married. I still remember when I was young, my cousin brother used to stay with us at my grandma's house. We were so young that sometimes we even fought together over something and sometimes have hard feelings towards each other. But all that had eased in time.

After so many years, I have been growing and further my studies from primary school to secondary school, to college and now in university. While my cousin brother after graduated from Australia, he had been working in INTEL for years and had known his current wife through out the years. Time flies, while the childhood's memories are still playing in my mind, they are now *just married* and are going to have a happy life living together under one roof. :)

Here, you have my most sincere blessings. Hope my cousin brother and my new 'da sao' will spend their life together until they grow old. I wonder when will I have new baby nephew or niece? Hehe.... Oh, and don't forget to distribute big ang pau for us during this coming Chinese New Year. :DDDDDDDD

Here are some photos before the wedding day and on the wedding day itself - 23rd January 2010. It's gonna be a great year. :)

These were what I saw when I first stepped into the door gate. LOL

Helping up on the sticker.

Done!

Our most lovely picture is hanging on the wall. How surprised! :D

The host is placing it to create some jubilant atmosphere. ^^

喜喜

The tradition of us, the hokkienese...
Pray "ti kong" when the clock strikes twelve.

Parents sending out their son to bring the bride home. :D

We're following too! hehe...

Four flowers at the back seat. :D

Oops!! :P

Yi Jun and me :D

5 cars in a row!!

Just a random picture. ^^

While waiting for everyone to gather..

My dearest sisters. ^^

Finally reached the bride's house.
Here comes the bridegroom.... ^^

Mommy and daddy couples mounted their attires!
Tak boleh tahan... hahahha!!!

Respectable cousins, Chit Wei sis and Eugene sis. hehe..

The guys: "Accept the challenge with no fear!!!! Roar......."

The girls: "Pass us if you can!! Rahhh......." :P

Big guys wearing paper underwears outside their pants!
The trend of superman? hahaha.....

Yii!!! Worms~~~~~
They need to search for the key in order to open the lock of the door.
Good luck!!

Part-timer........self-capturing. LOL!!!!!

They're home! :D

Time to serve tea for the elders as a sign of recognition, it's one of our tradition too. ^^

Queuing up for the tea-serving session!
We really got a lot relatives. =.=

After lunch.... hehe

My elder sis with her kiddo look new hair cut! haha

My dearest siblings. :)

Family photo..

Finally the day is done... but it's yet the end.

I love her eyes!!
The youngest in the house for now...^^

Dressed up for the wedding dinner. :D

Ahem....pretties? hahhaha...

Seriously, I like the hairdo. :)

The second main character of the night!

Two happy couples. ^^

Cutting the wedding cake..

Champagne...

Awh..How sweet...

"I will hold you for the rest of your life."

It's a promise from me to you.....

Big cheers. ^^

The crowd went crazy when the balloons were released..lol

I still think my cousin's singing is far better than the band! hahahha...

*The End*

Where I Belong.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

I was having lunch with my friends as usual at the place that we all love to go when this song was played after our conversation.

I was eating quietly when his face and all the issues were floating in my mind. I then heard my friend suddenly called my name - I had an instinct that she is going to talk about something.

My instinct was quite accurate. My friend advised me that I shouldn't put too much hope on him because from what she had experienced, the one who will get hurt in the end, is me. I think what she said is quite true.

From the first day I knew that he is attached to someone else, I knew that I shouldn't have any fantasy dream. Since my past had taught me some lessons, until today, I am still trying hard to control myself not to go across the barrier. It is hard to do so because sometimes, honestly, I still have hope but I don't allow myself to have it. Consequently, I became moody and emotional at times.

What I'd suffered is not a big issue, it's just a stage in life that I have to go through. I still have to go on my life no matter how moodless I am, to realize the fact that it will be harder if I lose a friend like him, or should I say it a special friend.

He is a friend to whom I can talk on anything, the first person who came to my mind so frequently. It is not easy to find someone like him, a friend who cares and done a lot for me and don't mind for doing all that. We have many things that we are in common with, especially clubs and songs.. There are actually a few songs that make me think of him and have a deep feeling when I listen to them and I think I'm going to have to go through this for the rest of life! To him, I might mean the same too because we shared almost everything, naked talks. And yet, we are just friends. I would not say normal friends because we can't be normal friends, he is a special one to me.

People differs from one another. Sometimes I really hope that he is the one, the Mr. Right guy, because it is hard or almost impossible to find a person same like him who can connect with me so well. He could really be an understanding partner which is what I always wanted. But I can't forget that I'm the devil, things might get different even though if I can have him someday, I cannot jeopardize his happiness.

I know where I belong and where I don't. I am in my human world and he lives in heaven. There's a barrier that we shouldn't cross to get to each other for we'll have to bear the consequences for violating the regulation. I'm happy now and should be satisfied that I have someone as good as him. I will always appreciate this.



p/s: Thanks for consoling and accompanying me when I almost met with a car accident that day. Although it recalled me on my previous accident experience which made me feel so bad and I was really down, but your advise was really useful. And... thanks for the cornetto. :)

Painful lesson

Don't ever bare feet when you dance at a club. This is what you will get!
A random girl accidentally stepped on my toe with her HEELS, by the root of her heels!!! I was totally in pain that I thought I lost a toe! But luckily it was still there.. Haha..
Actually I wasn't in a good condition that I continued dancing even though I was in pain!
After four days, the wound is getting more and more ugly ....

Ouch...... sob!

Hope it'll recover soon!

VIctoria Acosta - Could This Be Love

Woke up this morning just sat in my bed
8 a.m first thing in my head
is a certain someone
who's always on my mind
he treats me like a lady in every way
he smiles and warms me through up the day
should I tell him i love you
wish i knew what to say!

The way he looks so deep in my eyes
our hearts are so warm I just wanna cry
then he's so hardworking
he wants to be someone.
Should I tell him that I love you what if he doesn't say it too
i'm getting so nervous
what should I do?

Will it be my turn two hearts beating together as one
no more loneliness only love, laughter and fun

Could this be love that I feel
so strong, so deep and so real
if I lost you would I ever heal
could this be love that I feel?

Memorable Location and Occasion

It was a cool night. After rounds and rounds we kept going in Putrajaya, finally we found the lake side! I have long heard about the lake at Putrajaya because of the nice scenery and relaxing atmosphere, I only dreamt of going there.

Sunday 17 Jan - it was my first actual visit to the lake. =)

Although the location wasn't that accurate as we did not get to the place where everyone goes, but we got a special spot to view it - on top of a tower. I didn't count how many levels were there, estimately 6 or 7 levels..

I don't know why I got so excited to climb the staircases when I was told to, but it was not so tiring at my age and I can tell that it was worth it. We spent our time on the top observing the night view. It was so silent that we can clearly hear our walking footsteps and our voices. The lake and the atmosphere were so peaceful, I glad that I found a peace of mind up there.

Despite viewing the night lights, we shared some talks on our pasts, something that we don't usually tell to ordinary person. I was quite surprised when I heard of his secret. That will remain a secret here. Hehe. What I told him wasn't any "big thing" but those are stuffs that I don't wish to look back, not willing to mention anymore, some of my "ugly" pasts or "evil". Sigh.

It was quite relief after spreading all of them. If wasn't time not allow, I think we can talk the whole night. :D I think I found a memorable place to me now. Whenever I have problem and need someone to talk to, I still will wish to meet the some person at the same place. :)

Home Cook for Birthday Celebration?

Celebrated Xiao Lin's birthday two days ago. We were invited to his house to have some home cook dinner. It was my second time visit to his house. You can imagine how does the house look like when it is full with guys. :P By the time we reached, it was 8pm already. We thought that the nice food are waiting for us but I think we got cheated! There were some "accidents" which rendered them can't prepare for the dinner.

We spent an hour waiting for the "arrival" of the cooking pan. =.=" The cooking session began after that. Supposed we were the guests right? We ended up helping them to make three dishes!!! Omg... We did it for own sake actually because we were damn hungry at that moment! It was useless if waiting for the guys to settle it... Swt.....

Everything was finally done after an hour. 11 of us sat together and began our meal, the table was simply wrapped by a cloth which was cut from the bed sheet.. swt!!! We were using paper plates and glasses too. Although the dishes were not very delicious or outstanding, but they were home cook, cooked with love and care. Haha.... We had it happily together. A simply meal with a bunch of friends and we ate it like after having 3 days of hunger! LOL...

After the meal, we just simply played some card games and headed home.. We also dropped by to visit another friend's house. After observing, we came out with a conclusion - a house must at least have a girl to help to clean it up! LOL.... Before we went back, we offered our help to clean their house with a reasonable price. Hehe... Well, maybe this plan will work and we probably can get a free big meal. XD

Oh, and for the present I gave him, it was an ADIDAS shoe bag and a handmade card. Plain and simple. hehe..

The cover.
I think the glitter is too much. :(

Inside. Nice?

Like this a lot - Waterfall card.
Learned from youtube! hehe...