My 20th Birthday

it started when the clock strikes at 12 after 26 March 2009... my frens greeted me Happy Birthday when we all still at DECTAR after de concert ends.. everyone r so high n most of them r busy taking pics, including me..hahax!

once TSP greeted me Happy Birthday so loud dat many ppl could hear it, de GREAT dancers (HAHA..) came approaching me n sang me b'day songs in various version, haha..dis is a normal occasion which happens in Malaysia, lol.. while they're singing, someone handed me a pack of mineral water n "half" piece of 鸡蛋糕 spontaneously...haha...so, i made a wish n finish de cake off... unknowingly, de guy dancers suddenly carry me n throw me up in de air...WHoO!!...dis is damn fun man!!can u guys throw me up one more time?hahaha....

later on, we chit chat a while more, take a few more pics n went to have supper at Al-Fariz 2gether senior dancers...again, we continue chit-chatting at de mamak stalls. Juivy, Arif n Xiao Yu said they wanna go to 711 to buy sth n they ask me not to follow...cuz actually they went there n bought me a marble cake, wif 20 Rocky biscuit sticks on it...haha...cuz there's no candles..hehe.. but we did make use of de Rocky sticks, we used it to play a silly game which is passing de biscuit stick mouth to mouth...it was quite fun....time passes really fast, it's ad 2am..everyone r getting slpy d cuz we gathered at DECTAR since 8am til de concert ends...so we dismiss our gathering n went back to slp.. how i wish dat de final years seniors r juz in 2nd year so dat they wont leave so soon...sigh..

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when i step in my room, i saw some gifts on my bed n de table too...of course i knew they were from my dearest coursemates..haha! very glad to get those gifts from them =) i opened them one by one, n read all de cards they gav me wif joy ^^ thx girls, thanks to my new tune frens too...i had a gudnite slp ;)

gifts on my bed n table=)

gifts from Sze Pei, thx for de panty ya!hahax!~

guitar necklace from Carol, thx dear^^

like it lots..hehe

a cute hippo handphone holder by my rommie, Clara =)

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i woke at almost 12pm n noticed dis on my table again..lol..

it's from Melody, she actually knit dis for me! so nice of her...she juz love to do arts like dis n it's so lucky dat im her fren, haha..thx ya Melo for dis, i'll keep it to make sure it's always clean n white...^^

i spent my whole day in room doing assignments... how pathetic..*sigh* .. many ppl has gone home for cheng beng, plan to go ktv wif my frens but most of them r not available, so we change plan to go Metro Point Kajang to hav a nice meal for dinner...our choice will b PIZZA! haha...i brought my cam along, we all r such a cam whore freak!!though some deny it, Lolx....while having our meal, we chat a lot about de concert...there's some conflict happened between a senior who taught us dance earlier n us, de juniors..but we're not sure wad really happens, everyting is so suddent...n he said wanna battle wif us...gosh! well, we'll try to solve it...if fail, bring it on then...xp


btw, our leng lui Shereen gav me dis...^^

Otanjoobi Omedetoo ♥

a cute bunny pop out from de box!!

Hi everyone, meet Valley.....^^

after de meal, again..they gav me a suprise bday cake when i came out from de washroom...lolx......so, we had cakes for dessert finally..hahaha.. we continue our walk at Metro Point Kajang, there's a bowling tournament dat nite so we cant play it..but it dint chase us away, we had a lot of fun instead!...play table soccer!!!lolx!! we all r so crazy man.....u cant imagine it.haha... we had Baskin Robbin b4 went back..actually juz me n Clara bought de ice cream...haha..i had a lot of fun wif dis bunch of frens..=D

i really dunno wad to say besides "Thanks!".. i really appreciate wad u guys did for me a lot, u all gav me a memorable bday in 2009....

p/s: dis is de very 1st gift on my 20th bday...an Esprit purse from my mom...thx mom, i love u..hehe..

attention to ToOn n JK, where's my present? LOL =p

New Tune Live Performance XII

after 4 months training n practising..finally,WE DID IT!!!! WELL DONE to all....
our sweats, our pain n all de sacrifices of time r all worth it! =)
it was really a blast last nite....we're so high though after our performance dat i felt so hard to go back...de concert was awesome n successful! ^^

de opening song of de concert was 'Let Go' n it is also de 1st dance of de show, contemparory + lyrical jazz.. nvr thought dat de lyric was written by Zaba's Jun Liang, god! he got de talent ^^...greatly recommend dis song, it's very nice..got a feel for dis song whenever i hear it, especially when watch it at de concert..de singer is Jia Wei, she's pro enuff...really emo when singing de song. n of course de dancers behind, they r really great! bcuz of u guys, i love dis song a lot! haha...u guys really done a great job, a big applause to 'the white angels'...hehe^^

de 2nd dance was Part 1 of our main dance...it's a combination of a few dance...i believed dat we all really gav de best shot last nite...though there would b a few mistakes but everything run smooth..! after dis dance, my throat was so dry dat i cough til my tears burst out..lol!
cuz de hall's atmosphere was cold n de dance was so lively...we're so high! actually b4 we perform, i was a bit down cuz when talk about de plan fo 2day, many ppl r not available cuz almost everyone is going back home for cheng beng on de next day.. i was worried dat i'll celebrate my bday alone, haha...but i wasnt, i had a great time instead... *to be continue*

back to NTLP...de 3rd dance of de show is cross over..musicians vs dancers....haha! it was very very fun n i tink it was de climax of de concert..we, dancers r divided into a few groups n we dance separately, de guys solo n do some breaking while de girls dance de hot n sexy 1..haha! on de other hand, de musicians take turn to solo by playing their own instruments.... talking about dis, i really admire Witter of his drumming skills..he played de drum like hell dat i could see dat he was actually exhausted but still continue playing cuz he .. ladis n gentlemen, dis is wad we call professional..haha!!

n de last dance of de show was Part 2 of our main dance...it was quite successful cuz we managed to suprised or even shocked de audience by creating de mysterious atmosphere..it was a special dance..every dancers of dis part wore white mask, white gloves, a black cap n a blue jacket..we're imitating Jabbawockeez, if u watch So You Think You Can Dance, u'll surely know it.. cuz it's really sth new here, not many ppl knew about it unless u're dancer..hehe..

anyway, i heard a lot of gud comments on our dances....felt satisfied n very happy..hope we can do better than dis on de next concert,,
after dis sem, many seniors r going to graduate..so as de dancers in New Tune, many r leaving soon....sad! im going to miss u guys a lot n i'll never forget dat we had once danced on de stage where all spotlights r showig on us n de spectators r applausing for us..de 1st grand concert i'd ever joined, NTLP XII~

break time!

eating hot mashed potato in a cold rainy day....dis is nice =)

came to de wrong place to meet my fren actually, n damn....my hp run out of credit now, Zzz..
there's no bus at dis hour cuz it's lunch time..
so i decided to on9 for another 30mins while waiting for de bus to come..
probably will b going back to room n rest, perhaps watch some dance clips or do my persuasive speech outline if im hardworking, haha..

saja wanna update my blog only cuz some1 said he is boring cuz i din update it...lolx...
no time to on9 in de past few days, god damn busy...*sigh*
anyway, we managed to steal some relax moments to stay out from UKM while visit to Mersing in Johore during our Khidmat Masyarakat programme...
though de facilities there were sucks n de weak network coverage, but i got sweet times wif my BFF..dis make it FUN!! hehe..(p/s: check out my facebook new album =p)
Im so looking forward to NTLP on dis thurs!!! yeah.....it burns my spirit ^^

starting dis week i left a few classes to go...most de time will b doing my assignment for de presentations...
finals' coming...
haven start study yet...sob!

Even monkeys have heart and love

I've been too busy these few days that i have no time to update my blog...
But something happened yesterday and i think i should post it.

It was a busy and tiring day...After i've done video shooting at PTSL with my tutorial group members, i went to wait for zon2 bus at Pusanika at 6.10pm..
The bus stop was empty because the bu just left actually..
After crossing the road, i heard some noise on the trees, i look up to see whether the monkeys were up there cause sometimes the monkeys might come out to hunt for food..
i saw de branches were shaking but i didnt care much cause im so tired and wanted to rest on the bench..
But to my fear, i saw a big fat monkey standing beside me just inches away! It intended to attack me and wanted to jump in my way...
shit! i was too shocked and screamed. I quickly ran away across the road to where i walked from just now. There was some people along the road at that moment, my screaming sound grabbed their attention and i think they were frighten by what they saw and some of them ran in the same drection with me too..
I nearly burst out my tears because i was so afraid and i felt helpless.

I tried to cool down after that and had a little chat with those who came to wait for the bus too. No one dare to go near the bus stop now.
I wondered why the monkey became so fierce because usually this doesnt happen. Normally they'll just came out and hunt for food at the rubbish bin, the worst is also snatch away our food that we bought..
It was so unusual.
Until one of my college mates saw something at the roadside. I finally knew the root of this incident.
There was a baby monkey laying on the roadside opposite the bus stop, dead.
Anyone who walks near it, the big monkey will come across and chase that person away despite the cars speeding on the road.
I guess the death of the baby made it mad and frust.
Suddenly a feeling came to me, it pulled me down. I felt pity for the monkey to lose somebody it loved. It's just same like us, human being. We'll feel sad and depressed if we lose someone important in our life. We can cry but the monkey cant. It keep wandering to protect the dead body of the baby monkey. If someone stay longer around that baby monkey, other monkeys on the trees will make noises like they're going to rebel. Such a good spirit they have, lol..

Well, this is a story which happened to me in my university.
What i learned from this is that even animals can love and protect their love ones to this level.
Homosapiens like us should do better. Stop fighting and stop threatening each other.
If not, u're worse than an animal.

Have Been Left Out Again

attended ALSA AGM after class dis afternoon..de purpose was to select 10 committee members for de new committee board..
out of 12 candidates, 2 persons was removed from de list n my name wasnt in de list after voting by other members...*sigh*
i was left out again, it's expected by me somehow...congratz to Carol n TSP cuz they both got selected n others as well..2 of my best frens were selected n i shall feel happy for them..

i admit dat im not competitive enuff among all of them..
mayb cuz i lose popularity with my colleagues?
mayb cuz i dont talk so much like those eng ed students did? cuz sometimes i might have difficulty to communicate wif them in eng..
mayb cuz they dunno much about my ability?
or mayb it's juz bcuz i was de unlucky 1..but not yet de most unlucky..yeah, dat's fortunate! lol...

okay okay..ENUFF of dis!!

hate when im being passive n pessimistic...come on!it's no big deal lady, juz move on...
i was depressed, but only for an hour or mayb 2?
ya, im okay now, promise myself dat i wont let dis pull me down...
at least i've tried right?nice try is wad i shall say to myself, at least i know how far im doing now n make some changes to it..it's better than givin up n do nth!
Defeat is not the worst of failures. Not to have tried is the true failure.
a little advice here..if u wan sth, work hard for it b4 u regret...dont let de chance slip away from u....unless u really wanna giv de chance to others...=)
Success has a simple formula: do your best, and people may like it.

"One Head Two Big"

PBL has started now...we were given lots of assignments n there'll b many presentations dat we hav to present, similar to last semester...but something diff is we're gonna do 'Client Counseling' instead of mooting for Contract n Consti PBL..it's a new ting to everyone, we din even try to do it b4 but de lec juz brief us about it..i only know dat de clients hav to 'create' a story/fact of case which is relevant to de topic while de counsels juz read from books n b prepared..
it little hard on me cuz i don really know wad to do...im not a story creator either..sigh..but wil try my best..

another ting is NTLP is NEAR!!! we're now busy practising n polishing wad we'd learned in last few months..gosh, our performance is not gud enuff yet..hopefully we can make it til dat day...practice makes perfect rite =)
ohya, i was informed 2days ago dat there'll b 2 additional dance for 2 songs.....omg...it's so last miniute! de old songs we haven settle yet now giv us new tasks somemore, there's only 2 weeks left...
actually i'll suggest dat we focus on de old songs enuff ad...focus on one side n giv our best shot! i really worry dat we'll ruin de concert, it's hanging over me now.....*sigh*
but if we really hav to dance, then we hav no choice but to try our best...we wont giv up so easily!! really really hope dat we can accomplish it beautifully...it's de 1st grand concert i've ever join =) GO!GO!GO!~

one more ting, my bday is near (any gifts pop-up in ur mind? xp) n stil, i hav mountains of tings to complete....don wanna pass a busy bday, sob! n i cant make it home during cheng beng on 28 march cuz my contract presentation is close to dat date(2 april)....felt sry to my ancestors, 1st time cant visit them....wish dat i could go back..i miss my home n family ad, lolx..

p/s: NTLP falls on 26 march, starts at 7pm at DECTAR..those who wanna attend if u haven get de ticket yet can ask from me..tickets r available here ^^

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

i just simply love this song =)

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of a winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

You're the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

For Vanguard..(bday meaning)

B'day meaning:
Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient. Your Love, Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.

Strength:
Strongly loyal to family values.

Weakness:
Pessimistic, haughty and sometimes unsociable and miserly.

Job:
Contractors, directors, architects, engineers and editors.

how u tink? accurate? haha..

How to make yourself happy?

Read dis ariticle in a magazine while i was in de hair salon..
One of de ways is to love urself, eg: make urself look pretty..
dis is exactly wad im doing now....well, here it goes...
my hair colour faded d, de last time i dyed it was at last year Hari Raya..n my currently permed hair honestly look a bit messy now (someone say is a broom hairstyle, swt!)
so i made up my mind to fix it during dis few days when back to my hometown..
actually i did it at red2..i've no choice but to come to dis salon, don ask me y.......but wad i get in de end is better than i imagined, no complains =)
i've coloured my hair wif dark brown, wanna make it look more natural..hehe..
n i cut my hair an inch shorter...sometimes i wonder y my hair grow so slow as im trying keep it long now, mayb cuz i always cut it unintentionally, swt...someone muz hav stop me from stepping in salon, lolx..
finally, de hair stylist dried up my hair n it look straighter than it supposed to b...i like it, cuz my current hairstyle is a bit wavy...it's been a while i nvr look myself in straight hair in a mirror...
n 2day im going to hav dinner at restaurant wif my family..nonid to worry about my hair d cuz it looks fine...feel fresh n happy on dat moment...haha!
but it doesnt last long...i ruined every nice hair-do after i washed my hair cuz i dunno how to set them as how de hair stylist did, haha...sry to say so..
dat's it for de day, simple n happy..hehe..
sometimes when u're bored looking at de same old in de mirror u wif de same hair style, try to make a change..u'll get a different feeling..it may be gud or bad, but it's sth new....
life is like dis, we muz try new things to keep life on...=)

It's All About Food

Lunch at Flying Chillies last weekend wif my sis at The Garden b4 we catch de 'supersucks!' movie..swt!
anyway, dis main course was great, spicy n sour....It's call Bangkok favourite spicy soup if im not mistaken...de belacan fried rice oso quite nice....hehe.

gonna try de Seafood TomYam d next time...haha.

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Man....i was astonished when i saw dis at de cafe...

KEDAI INI TELAH DI SITA

We use to name dis hawker stall as 'Green Banner stall', bet u know de reason y..
it was our favourite stall...
i MISS de MAGGIE TOM YAM ad....used to order for dinner.....like it so much!
n dis stall got de best CHICKEN RICE ever!!! love to hav it as lunch...
sigh...it has been confiscated now...will nvr get to eat these 2 delicious meal again........
luckily now got a new 'nasi kandar' mamak stall..new menu n new food in de cafe...we don hav to rely on other stalls cuz they'r so SLOW......zzz
Shall miss it a lot, hope dat it will reopen for business again.......sob!

What Does My Birthday Means

Got dis from facebook application -- What does YOUR birthday means?
uhm, i tink it's very accurate in de personality part..haha!! for those who know me well, wad u guys tink of?
u can try it out urself n find out ur bday meanings...=)

Birthday Meaning:
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a loving person. Your Love, You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

Strengths:
Optimistic, brilliantly sociable and motivated to win the best in life.

Weakness:
Unrealistic, stubborn and reluctant to confront problems.

Best job:
Politicians and media men. >> i wonder if dis is true...lol

Stalker at Sunway Piramid

Im not pretty sure about dis but I tink we’re stalked by someone else..

Me, Carol, Sze Pei n Shereen went to Sunway after ko-k yesterday morning..de 1st shop we visited was S&J..we lingered for a moment there to buy sth..after we're done, we left n went to de escalator..

When we reached de 1st floor, we saw de girl who is working in S&J approaching us.. She told us to beware of a man cuz she noticed dat he has been following us since we’re in S&J..No doubt, we looked around..we saw an indian man, wearing a long sleeve T wif a pattern of squares, a black cap n he got a thick mustache..he was looking around randomly..

We were a bit nervous n started discussing about it.. Then we saw de man heading to de opposite direction from us, we quickly walked away n went up to de 2nd floor n hope dat he wont come..keep looking back to make sure dat he’s not following..

It’s really shocking n it fears me a little when dat girl told us about it, really thx her a lot for de warning…de situation was quite suspicious, like we’re being watched when we’re shopping, talking or even laughing..man, dis is scary..

We felt relieved dat we din see him again n we continue our routine-----SHOPPING!!

I cant rmb how long we walked but de horrible part juz begins..

All I remembered is, we entered a swimsuit outlet cuz Sze Pei spotted de green polka dots flipflop..As she was trying it n Carol was giving comment to her, me n Shereen was seeing de display swimming goggles on a shelf cuz some of them looked special..When we’re talking about de goggles, I sensed dat a shadow was approaching.. I tot it was someone who works there but when i looked up ……..

“Gosh, It’s dat man AGAIN!!!”

Holyshit! He was juz inches away from Shereen n watching at us!! I immediately turned n walked away, so as Shereen, she too was so shocked! De owner of de outlet suggest us to report to de police if necessary cuz a few guards passby few minutes ago..but we nvr did cuz de man disappeared from our sight at last..it’s really horrible, we cant even shopping in peace, y muz he do so?wad’s his intention? I hav no idea about it.

Damn..being stalked by a man at Sunway?u wont believe it!

But one ting i don get it, is he stupid or wad? he was so obvious, don’t he know dat we got balls to see?? eyeballs i mean..really a sohem!cant he givs us some privacy?we juz wanna enjoy our weekend cuz so tension of de mid term tests n upcoming assignments already..kns

Through dis incident, i juz wanna tell u guys PLS BEWARE NO MATTER WHERE U R..EVEN AT A CROWD! N DON’T GO OUT ALONE, ESPECIALLY FOR GIRLS…

DIS IS NO JOKE!