MuSic CaMp @ PoRt DiCksOn

20, 21 Sept 2008

there was a music camp held by New Tunes at PD , UKM..

zaba participants got me, shereen, dai lou, mei kwan, shiau wei, yi shyun...lolx..

erm..quite enjoy at de 1st day..

but very tiring cz we don hav much time to rest..

nite, we have to practise our performance for de next day somemore..so we slp late..

plus, i went to shereen's room to play cards wif her group members until 4am..lolx..

i juz slpt for 3 hours..

i'm de latest to wake at on de next day..haha..

汤小康老师 visited us n gav a talk..

after dat each group got performance for him to watch n leave comment..

although we train til like hell on de previous nite, but it ended up like shit for me..

de committee wanted us to make our performance as short as possible..

but don take dis as an excuse k?

no matter how short de time given, we should try our best! not simply throw a ting out..

if it is lame, make it de best lame ting..

don shit in front of me..

if u wanna sing without following de tempo of de instrument played, better not to play it..!

im not mind about whether it's embarrasing onot..

it's about teamwork!

my group members did disappointed me n i got a bit mad wif them actually..

but nvm la, juz a 2 days 1 nite camp..

might not see most of them after dat..

汤小康老师when giving his talk

however, de most satisfactory part is "忘歌词" which we had to change lyrics of a song n present it..

our group changed Jay Chou's 爸，我回来了！

i personally feel dat de lyric quite not bad..haha..

n my group leader Yi Shyun is a harmonica genius..he is so talented, he plays harmonica very well..

as wad Mr. Tang Xiao Kang said, de most attractive of him is when playing harmonica =)

b4 back, i managed to rearranged my emotion, try to pull de happy me back..haha..

n i did it..=)

after back college, i pack my tings cuz wanted to go to 4cim's place..

de college is so empty n silence..

most ppl ad back home..

i carry a backpack wif laptop inside, a hang-luggage n a pack of books al de way to take rapid n ktm..which nearly broke my arms..

quite 佩服 myself 1, a tough girl..haha!

reached villawangsamas finally..
slpt at 8.30 dat nite..

imagine how tired am i ...lol

Took photos wif Husky b4 back..so exciting when see it =p

on de way back to UKM =)

New Tunes seniors ^^

Confession

everytime when i wanna post a blog..
i'll tink dat wad's de purpose of it?
y am i posing a blog..
if i'm writing wad inside my thoughts, i don really hope ppl to read it..
as ppl wil know wad's really inside me..
but now, i decided to post blog whenever i wan2..
a way of expressing my feeling..
doesnt care wad i wrote about...
it's my feeling on dat particular moment.

for a year n a few months more i'm stil single..
i don giv a chance to b unavaible..
y?
actually i dunno wad's de true reason..
mayb i juz scared to get hurt, hate of de feeling of dissapointment..or sacre to hurt ppl..
i really don hav de confidence to b in relationship again..

i read one of his blog 2day..
it's written on valentine's day..
i rmb last year valentine's...he was in de ns camp..
i past de day all alone, no dating, no movie...
but i got his present, n a card..
i did keep it til now..i love to collect greetings cards n present actually..^^
cuz they're memorable..

after read his post...i felt really bad..
after so long, he's stil hurt...
i hurt a person who loved me so much..
i wonder if i really lost my heart by hurting him so deely..
i blamed myself..
although tears din drop on my face, but it's bleeding in my heart...
am i wrong to end up our relation?
how could i?
i dunno wad's my feeling to him now..but i really felt guilty to him..
very very guilty instead..
he really is a gud guy..hard to find some1 like him anymore..
or mayb i wil never find a guy like him anymore..
i'm a lucky one but i gave up my choice..
there's no turning back for me, it had been so long n we got our own life now..
although i stil concern bout him but i din show out,i don hav de right to concern him..
i rather he hates me..
sometimes i wish dat we can bcom best fren like last time we used to..
but it's IMPOSSIBLE now..

heard from fren dat mayb he wil hav a gf soon..
it's a gud news for me..
cuz i hope dat he can walk out de darkness part of his life..
n forget everyting about me..
i'm really sorry...sorry for wad i did..
im so late! cuz i juz read ur post after half a year..
you dont nid to say sorry to me..
i know it's all my fault..
if de girl turns out to b ur gf..i hope dat dis time, u wil hav a sweet ending..
wish u happy always, my prayers wif u always..

1 Litre of Tears

这部戏启发了我

不是问题大不大，而是自己怎么样看待问题
只要相信自己可以，就一定办得到！
就算遇到挫折，跌倒了，只要再站起来就好
别气馁，别放弃

就算知道事情的结果如何不好，也要尽自己的能力做到最好，不要给自己机会对不起自己

还有，别怪老天对自己不公平
要是自己没尽能力去办能办到的事，那就不可以怪天对自己不公平
因为是自己没好好去把握机会。。

当事情不顺利时，感到很痛苦的时候
就尽情地哭吧
哭过后就要想办法解决问题
世界上没有什么事实做不到的
要相信自己！

最重要的是。。
要正面看待问题，要以正确的心情来面对问题
只要心情是对的，我相信什么事情都能解决
克服问题时也不会感到那么辛苦

要爱惜自己，珍惜眼前的一切
当你错过了这片彩虹，可能再也见不到下一片了。。。