UP in Live Edition!!!

Buahahahaha~

LAUGHTER OF THE DAY!

This kiddo is so cute! XD

Step Up 3D

lol… I think it should be Step Up 3D instead of Street Dance 3D.

I’m looking forward to this movie! Some of the dancers are from Britain’s Got Talent. I’m sure it’s gonna be a great and breathtaking one! :D

天下无难事

好一句“天下无难事，只怕有心人”

My mood turned down when I think about my future and what I will through when new semester begins. Soon I’m going to be a third year student.

I don’t know why I’m being aggressive when I heard my friend told me that we can register new course now but actually it only opened to juniors only, not yet our turn. I called some of my juniors to ask them to register for me by using their account but I failed due to the clash of them and the same course that we want to take. I told myself: Relax, there’s nothing to rush. Why am I so kia su?

Actually I have been quite a passive person since my university life begins. I feel pressure with the surroundings, the people and everything. I’m being so pessimistic all the time because I feel that I don’t have the requirements to be a lawyer – my English is poor, my advocacy skills sucks and I’m not sensitive to the most recent issues as well as the past ones. In short, I’m a failure.

Am I thinking too much? I’m actually starting to imagine how my future is going to be. Eventually I’ll be dead competing with thousands of law students and law graduates during attachment or chambering. Don’t be surprise when you see me like this. I think my old friends never see this side of me before, so pessimistic. I hate when I’m like this.

But someone inspires me. Her actions told me not to give up. She is my cousin who lives next door. When I was young, we played mamasak together and went tuition English at Mr Foo together. We actually grow up together. The difference was, we never been to the same schools. Honestly, my school results are always better than her. But we never bother about this. She’s good in cooking, drawing and designing. She had completed Diploma in Interior Design. After 2 years working, she had decided to continue her degree for the same course because she realized that graduate with diploma can’t survive in this community.

Tomorrow she’s going to fly to Penang and KL and then Ireland. Yes, she’s pursuing her studies in Ireland. SHE IS GOING ALONE!!! Her course will be started on September actually but she’s going early to find job. Her parents paid the fees for her but she’ll have to settle the daily expenses on her on. She’ll probably carrying a dictionary wherever she goes because her English is very weak. (no offence)

She’s really a tough girl. I know she’s worrying about many things, worrying that she can’t communicate with the people there, can’t find job or can’t find cheap accommodation. But I know EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT!

I will install Skype soon so that you can talk to me whenever you want. I might want to talk to you too when I miss you. Haha. So regretful that I can’t have a farewell with her because everything is too pack and sudden. I’ll see you in a year’s time!

The telly is screening 第二十一届金曲奖 and it makes me feel like crying when I hear JJ singing this song - 张惠妹《掉了》(阿妹 won many awards tonight. Gratz!) haha..

His singing is really amazing! I love his voice.

黑色笑靨掉了 雪白眼淚掉了 該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色 結了冰的長河 回憶是最可怕的敵人
故事情節掉了 主角對白掉了 該屬于劇中的對腳戲也掉了
胸口沒有快樂 斷了翅的白鴿 不枯萎的藉口全掉了

There is nothing I can’t acheieve in this world, as long as I put enough effort in it! Believe in myself. I CAN DO IT!!

Whittaker’s

This is the chocolate that I’m talking about when I post “I miss that Chocolate” on my facebook status yesterday. Haha..

Finally I know what the chocolate’s name is. It’s WHITTAKER’S!!! The one I love is almond bar.  

I can finish this whole bar while watching tv. Ultimate love! :)

This is just a photo that I googled. I’m sure I can take a real pic of my own SOON! haha…..

Miss it a lot!

Random..

I’m so free at home that my uncle gave me a task – help him to type the donating name list, 16 pages and it’s all chinese name! Swt….. I’m working on it now. 11 pages to go.. hehe!

It’s 25 June already, short sem has ended (hooray for those who had short sem).

My sem break is coming to an end soon. During this holiday I seldom meet with friends if compared to previous break. I only meet some of them for not more than 10 times in 60days, for many reasons. Besides, I have been attending yoga class at Cheah Dance Studio (near Keat Hwa). This is one of my favourite activites throughout this holiday. I attend the class a few times a week, sometimes twice a week, depends on the schedule. I love doing yoga because it really helps to burn fat! haha.. That’s one of the reason actually. Yoga really can relax my mind as it goes with the music and it’s good for health. My big belly has shrunk a bit now (my boobs shrunk too as I was starting to lose weight! shit.) but it (refer to my belly) begins to grow when I didn’t continue doing it. Haiz. Why do I grow fat so easily?

Bi is going to fly home on today’s midnight. Sob.. I’m gonna miss him more than now. My days will be more bored when he goes back because he’ll be busy gathering with friends and no time to talk to me. Plus, the sms rate is more expensive for him. T.T But this suffer is not going to last long, we will meet after 2 weeks! It’ll past in just a blink of an eye (self-consolation). So in the mean time I must find something to do so that I won’t feel dying at home. Doing nothing will make time runs slower. It’s true.

But I’m so lazy to do anything now. Perhaps I should rest enough and keep energy to prepare for the new coming sem. I’m going to be a 3rd year undergraduate!

Oh ya, new sem means Nougats will be arriving soon! (really a big inspiration to me, haha!) Carol’s cousin – Raymond is going to fly over from Australia and deliver some chocolate to us as well. haha! Looking forward to meet him since we only talk on facebook. :)

New sem! New hope! Going to work hard on it. Go!Go!Go!

Shoot!

Just imagine you went out to yam cha with some friends at 9pm at somewhere nearby your house. Your last time yam cha session with friends was weeks ago and you hardly arrange a meeting with your friends during your two months break. You guys were talking and laughing on something and while you were on the peak of the talk, your family called and asked you to go home immediately otherwise they’ll lock the door. It wasn’t even 11pm yet! What the shit….

To whom who I wish them to read this:

You need to give me some trust so that I can pay you my respect. I too, need to be respected in front of my friends and I need you to respect my friends. Going home late does not mean that girl/boy is bad. Going home late doesn’t mean that I was messing around with some bad guys or doing some bad things outside and I, we know that the public safety is getting worse now. I wouldn’t want myself to get hurt too! I understand you’re just TOO CARE and TOO SERIOUS (only on this issue, how pathetic!) about me but I know where and what I’m doing. It’s already 2010 this year, we are not in year 1990 anymore. You can’t make someone to be conservative like you because we have different minds. If you’re born in the old times and being conservatism, please accept other people to be modern and open because I can accept you to be who you are and I respect you. You just have to catch up with the modern age, time won’t stay and people won’t stay too! The surroundings have developed and changed! It’s normal to know someone of my age had already 2 kids and got married! It’s normal to know that the girl next door aged 15 is not a virgin anymore! I’m not pregnant (just an example and no special meaning but even if someday I am and I’m not married, the liability and responsibility is on me), and I just want to have some tea and chat!  I just want to yam cha and have some talks with my friends, in peace. Just like you, you (aunties) love to chat at home all the day but why can’t I just have a few hours with my friends?! That is so unfair! (nothing is fair in this world) 12am is acceptable and I know how to go home. It’s just too over to ask me to go home at 11pm (although just a gap of an hour but 11pm is way too early)! The seat was not even heated by my butt yet.

If you restrict me more, I’ll go against you. But if I have freedom that I wish to have, I won’t misuse it. In contrary I might respect you more and might automatically go home early even if you don’t call.

You

just

don’t

understand

me.

(have to stress this)

Not every children can be taught in the same way, with the same methods. Think of it.

Just criticized whatever craps if you have ever read this. I don’t care. You make me feel like…not going home anymore. Just a little trust and freedom are all I needed!

 

 

p/s: Just letting out some grumpiness so that I can achieve psychological balance. This is good for mental health

Sonotron Therapy

I went to seek for medication today. It’s because the cartilage at my ribs hurt. I feel pain when I wake up in the morning. It has been continuing for more than a year. It doesn’t happen everyday but frequently, especially when I’m laying on my bed, I started to feel pain. I think it’s the car crash aftermath which happened 2 years ago.

The doctor recommended me to do Sonotron therapy. From what I’ve found at SRC website, Sonotron therapy is one of the safest and most effective, totally non-invasive alternative medical therapy for patients with chronic and acute pain in their joints, and other soft tissues, without needing to use drugs nor does it give any adverse side effect.   It is recognized by most medical professionals as the medical solution of the 21st century, available today.

This alternative medical therapy is performed by the use of a Sonotron which is a totally non-invasive, patented device that was invented by Dr. Alfonso Di Mino of the United States of America in 1987.

It works by means of a Corona Discharge Beam (patented) that's produced when a low radio frequency of 430 kHz, pulsed at a low sound frequency of 1 kHz is applied to an electrode situated inside a hand-held Applicator.

During therapy, the Corona Discharge Beam is directed to the spot or area of difficulty above the skin of a patient. The device does not touch the patient at all. The therapy is thus totally non-invasive and external, requiring no drugs, comfortable and painless.

The whole process just took me a few minutes and the cost was not very high. I think it varies for each patients in different conditions. Besides, the website says that pain relief can be achieved in as fast as 15 to 45 seconds, I’m not sure it is that effective but I still have to repeat the therapy for a few times in order to fully overcome it. Hope it really can work on me.

It’s My Life!

Sometimes when my parents are nagging me not to reach home so late at night because there are many bad guys out there and I know that; told me how good, how smart and how successful other people are; asked me to advice my younger sis to study hard because she won’t listen to them; nagged me to do the housework because I kept online at home (lol); not to do this, not to do that and bla bla bla…….. I’ll feel annoy and want to stay away from them, just to be alone where no one can disturb me.

Some people want to be single and don’t want to have kids because they think that being single don’t have to care about other people’s feelings and they have absolute freedom to do what they want to.

Someone told me that having a bro or sis is a burden because if you have any siblings, you’re obliged to help them when they’re in trouble or do anything according to their needs. In contrary, you’ll have the right to reject people’s help because you don’t have any consanguinity relationship.

I can’t agree or think like how they’re thinking because if I keep thinking about it, I won’t be happy. So the easiest way is to accept the fact. The fact that my family loves to nag and I won’t have totally freedom. They nag because they care. Although in life we have lots of responsibility and burdens: paying the bills, take care of the young ones in family, offer help when someone close is in trouble….. Instead of burdens, why don’t just make it a routine in life? It’ll be much more easier in that way.

We can’t be selfish in life and just think of our own happiness. Life is about heart. If you don’t have a heart, you’re not a human. Human being can’t live alone. We have to be there and help each other. That’s the basic of living. Having two sisters in life and tens of cousins are my luck! Although we might fight and argue over something tiny but we share good things together too. That is how we grow up! I’m lucky that I don’t have to play alone at home and no one to share my toys with during my childhood. 

I have a weakness. I like to learn what people do and wish to have what people owned. I envied the top student who can score excellent in their CGPA, perhaps they’ll have a brighter future than me. I got jealous when seeing people from rich family going overseas for vacation. I just don’t know how to be thankful and contented of what I’ve owned.

This is just a small confession of myself. Perhaps many people are like me but they don’t admit it. Now I’ve known about my weakness and all I have to do is to change it.

In this world, some people don’t have to work so hard but they gain more than those who work hard all their life but get nothing! The world has never been fair.

Each individuals are different and shouldn’t be compared. I have my own life and people have theirs. I just have to be myself and live life my way. I love my style by the way, living with no stress. I hate to be stressful and dislike a hectic life. But stress is not a thing that we can avoid. So what we can do is to enjoy the stress. “Enjoy” is the keyword. No matter how hard you work, how tired you got everyday, if you learn to enjoy it, you’ll be happy and satisfied.

No one should judge about someone’s life and there’s no such statement as “you should live you life this way”. I have my rights to choose how my life’s going to be. As long as I’m happy for it.

I might not have high hopes or score very well in exams. I’m a law student so what? As long as I have enough to eat and play and be with the ones I love, there’s nothing more to complain.

I love my life and love living it! Who knows what I’m going to be in the future? Who cares? I just wish to have a happy life and live it my way. It’s my life anyway. :)

 

p/s: Spending is also one of my weakness. Argh…I’ll just gotta stay away from shopping =.=

A Shopping Day at Gurney

Went shopping at Gurney yesterday with my sister. I wasn’t prepare for this but there were sales! I just can’t resist it. Initially I said I have nothing to buy but end up I bought the most. This wasn’t the first time though. Haha.. This is what happened when I go shopping, cant’t stop spending. Now I’m seriously broke, no more vacation for me. =.=

These are my booty of the day. =)

Converse ALL STAR.

Limited Edition. :)

It would be perfect to wear with jeans. Simple and casual. ^^

My sis also bought a pair and the total was above Rm300, so we got this, exclusive redemption card.

Rm100 for a stamp, get 5 to redeem Rm50 rebate. But I don’t think I’ll spend that much at Converse again. But if you guys (who I always meet) are buying anything at Converse which cost above Rm100, remember to tell me so that I can collect the stamps. hehe..^^

I’ve always wanted a new pair of jeans. MNG was on sales so I got this.

Black. Slim. Rm99

The top is from PADINI, 50% discount. Wahaha~

Cam whoring with my new clothes. Have I got any slimmer? lol….

By the way, I’ve also watched Toy Story 3. Didn’t expect it to be so nice. There were many new characters in the movie, meet also Spanish Buzz..LOL! It was interesting, funny, suspenseful and the ending was really touching… “Woody never gives up and always be there for you.” I love Toy Story 3!! Well done PIXAR! :D

Shopping is always like dream comes true but after shopping is the beginning of the nightmare – life is helpless without money. Lol

Once A Scout

I have not been to camping for a long time, what more a campfire. I didn’t get to join my friends to camp at Gunung Jerai two weeks ago, I know they had lots of fun and that’s why I took the opportunity to visit my high school junior’s Test and Training Camp at Kuala Sala, as a rover.

Test and training camp is all about briefings and examinations in order to get a higher badge besides learning more scouting skills and improve the knowledge. The school is encouraging students to achieve King Scout now and I would like to see them graduate as King Scouts in the future. =) I am now too old for that, the highest badge I got was ‘Maju’ only. (so paise) We went to the camp on the second day and overnight there. I didn’t plan to overnight at first but I wanted to stay longer then just because I miss camping, I miss that kind of feel!    

On the third night, we joined the campfire too! Carnival camp at Harvard Golf Club was always my favourite camp! It really recalled me a lot of my memories – sat beside the fire to make myself warm while guarding the night, it was so freaking cold!; making roti lilit, onion egg, potato egg for backwoods; dance and sang around the campfire (we were always so joyful); grouping to go to the toilet and we were so scared because it was so dark outside on the mountain; one of our member sleep-walking and marched!(lmao); played the funniest game – chocolate milk chocolate (translate directly from manderin); ………etc - they were all bitter sweet.

Sunset at Kuala Sala.

Me and Shan Yi.

Erm.. Ah Seng kena blocked by us. Lol

All of us. Give me a big SMILE =)

During our special training camp while I was in Form 3, there were 6 of us in my batch and we were tied up our feet together and were asked to walk down from our campsite to the toilet to wash the plates, that was also at Gunung Jerai. Come to think of it, we really came through a lot together in that 5 years! Those suffering moments and hard times, we held our hands and overcame it! We were there together for each other, we never give up. We were the survivors. That is how we were called the 6 Mighties! :D

We were taught to be unite, trained to be tough and survive! Discipline is very important to generate a team like us! (Must mention this because I was the discipline master for year 2005/2006, haha)What I’ve learned will never be forgotten. Not only scouting skills and knowledge but also principles to be a good man.

I was proud and I am still proud to say that I am from 53rd Land Scout.

Once a scout, forever a scout.

*be prepared*

Part 3 Singapore Trip

Buddha Tooth Relic Temple

The most expensive temple! The stage where Buddha’s tooth is placed is made of 1000 tons of gold!

Do you know why we cannot cross over the middle doorway? Well, it’s a long story….

Guest are required to put this on if wear sleeveless or shorts which the length is above knees to show respect.

I was wearing shorts so I had to put this on. Looked like a massage lady nia…=.=

Amitabha.. Singapore still have many devout believers, they have chanting sessions everyday at this temple.

So advanced, they have lifts inside the temple. Buddha tooth is on the forth floor. Photos shooting are allowed only allowed on the ground floor.

Wising gong.

 

Don’t forget gardening part. This is on the roof top.

 

Banda Street.

     

Me and the temple.

    

Me and my sis. People kept saying we look like twins when see this pic, even my coursemate can’t recognize me. swt.. During my high school times, people said me and my elder sis looked alike, now my younger sis turn pulak! Proves that, I’m still young! hahaha… (my sis is 5 years younger than me :P)

Chinatown Heritage Centre

In here, it recalled me of my great grandmother’s house as it is a showcase of Chinese cultures and livings in early times.

A tricycle.

    

Chinese histories and diaries.

Your parents used to be excited during their childhood times when they saw this at home because they only had it during cny or special events. It was their soda drinks, just like out Coca-cola.

 

Dining tables.

 

Tableware.

The market.

  

I’m sure you know what are they symbolizing.

The kitchen and toilets.

Bedroom and old clothes.

:)

The restaurant next to the heritage centre.

Shopping time!

A new kid I knew during the trip. His name is ‘Huai Dan’. haha… Just kiddin’ :P

 

Chinatown. This is where I bought the souvenirs. :D

Haw Par Villa

The villa is constructed by the Haw Par brothers, founder of Tiger Balm. It is open free for public but it’s not as crowded as before now.  It’s free so why not have a walk? Hehe.

   

The entrance.

 

The tiger-head car.

What comes around goes around.

Dare to find out what your sins are? hehe…

Wishing pond. I doubt that it’s still working now.

林泽徐大人

 

Real tortoises.

 

Monument for Haw Par’s parents.

  

Kids just love to climb around. hehe

Singapore Discovery Centre

It is a place where you can learn about Singapore stories, a showcase of various aspects of its history and also current and future technology.

I Will.

Little George, the robot. He can speak to you and sing “Twinkle Twinkle”, hehe..

The war games. I don’t know how to play it. =.=

Me in an army suit! The flag was just nothing… lol

The helicopter.

I’ll take you a ride for free, hop in! :P

 

A pistol in my hand, no play play….

 

Feel like myself a heroin carrying this SAR 21. Paid $6 for a game but my score sucks! haha.

We had a bus tour to Singapore Military School too. Singaporean who has reached the age of 18 has to serve the country for two years. The Military School’s square feet are equal to 26 football fields. It’s really big and clean inside, it has provided various facilities for the soldiers too. Hundred times better than our national service. =.=

(from left) Zi Huan 11, sis, Zhe Han 14 and me.

     

Jien Herng and Zhe Xin, both 13.

Jien Herng and Zi Huan are siblings while Zhe Han and Zhe Xin are in a family. They also have a brother who is same age as Zhe Han but they’re not twins! And Zhe Xin is only a year younger than Zhe Han. How geng their mom is…. LOL.  

That’s the end of our trip. Glad to know these few little friends of my trip. :D I was the eldest among them. =.=