It’s My Life!

Sometimes when my parents are nagging me not to reach home so late at night because there are many bad guys out there and I know that; told me how good, how smart and how successful other people are; asked me to advice my younger sis to study hard because she won’t listen to them; nagged me to do the housework because I kept online at home (lol); not to do this, not to do that and bla bla bla…….. I’ll feel annoy and want to stay away from them, just to be alone where no one can disturb me.

Some people want to be single and don’t want to have kids because they think that being single don’t have to care about other people’s feelings and they have absolute freedom to do what they want to.

Someone told me that having a bro or sis is a burden because if you have any siblings, you’re obliged to help them when they’re in trouble or do anything according to their needs. In contrary, you’ll have the right to reject people’s help because you don’t have any consanguinity relationship.

I can’t agree or think like how they’re thinking because if I keep thinking about it, I won’t be happy. So the easiest way is to accept the fact. The fact that my family loves to nag and I won’t have totally freedom. They nag because they care. Although in life we have lots of responsibility and burdens: paying the bills, take care of the young ones in family, offer help when someone close is in trouble….. Instead of burdens, why don’t just make it a routine in life? It’ll be much more easier in that way.

We can’t be selfish in life and just think of our own happiness. Life is about heart. If you don’t have a heart, you’re not a human. Human being can’t live alone. We have to be there and help each other. That’s the basic of living. Having two sisters in life and tens of cousins are my luck! Although we might fight and argue over something tiny but we share good things together too. That is how we grow up! I’m lucky that I don’t have to play alone at home and no one to share my toys with during my childhood. 

I have a weakness. I like to learn what people do and wish to have what people owned. I envied the top student who can score excellent in their CGPA, perhaps they’ll have a brighter future than me. I got jealous when seeing people from rich family going overseas for vacation. I just don’t know how to be thankful and contented of what I’ve owned.

This is just a small confession of myself. Perhaps many people are like me but they don’t admit it. Now I’ve known about my weakness and all I have to do is to change it.

In this world, some people don’t have to work so hard but they gain more than those who work hard all their life but get nothing! The world has never been fair.

Each individuals are different and shouldn’t be compared. I have my own life and people have theirs. I just have to be myself and live life my way. I love my style by the way, living with no stress. I hate to be stressful and dislike a hectic life. But stress is not a thing that we can avoid. So what we can do is to enjoy the stress. “Enjoy” is the keyword. No matter how hard you work, how tired you got everyday, if you learn to enjoy it, you’ll be happy and satisfied.

No one should judge about someone’s life and there’s no such statement as “you should live you life this way”. I have my rights to choose how my life’s going to be. As long as I’m happy for it.

I might not have high hopes or score very well in exams. I’m a law student so what? As long as I have enough to eat and play and be with the ones I love, there’s nothing more to complain.

I love my life and love living it! Who knows what I’m going to be in the future? Who cares? I just wish to have a happy life and live it my way. It’s my life anyway. :)

 

p/s: Spending is also one of my weakness. Argh…I’ll just gotta stay away from shopping =.=