Notes for my BFF =)

today's weather is a holy crap! darn it, y is it so hot?! really have a sudden impulse to bare naked in my room! lolx... though i did not do so..im not here to do anyting scandalous...but to write sth for my important friends =)

These friends are those who i first met when entering UKM, from strangers but because of the luck which brought us together, we have bcom best friends of each other now...

i spend most of my uni time wif them cause most of them are my coursemates, wahaha....(i know it's a lame reason but it's true =) ) and such a coincidence that we stay in the same college..and our blocks are just opposite one another..

since the first semester of my uni life, we go to class together, have our meals together, join college activities together, gossips together, do silly things, scream and overexcited at times, share our dirty/shamful secrets together....etc.

there are so many memorable moments we've shared together although it was just almost a year which consist of 365days..

The foremost reason i'm writing this is because recently there are few incidents happened and made them hurt..

i feel sad when hearing it from them even though it's not happening on me, but i would never want it to happen to my friends especially those who are close to me..

it's more to sentiments problem actually, damn those bastards who made them hurt and tears dropped on faces at nights..!!

what i want to say here is, no matter what happen, there's still a friend here who is willing to listen to your problem, willing to share your ups and downs, who you can rely on..

anyone who hurts you girls, don't worry, I'll tear them into pieces and feed the monkey in UKM!! bwahahhaa....

it's because of you all are there when i need you, it's because i really appreciate all the moments we've spent together and hope there are more.. it's because of Sze Pei somtimes is so annoying like our mom, it's because of Carol looks like a kiddo and always overacted though she's the eldest among us, it's because of Shereen is 173cm, it's because of Clara always obey to her bf no matter what which is impossible for me who rebels, to make it!.....etc. for so many reasons, i'm here to say that i'll be there if you need me..(though sometimes i might not be the one, wahahaha!!)

and i shall continue my journey of life with you girls with no regrets!..

p/s: just call out my name, i'll be there =)

hand in hand, we'll always be together..

the irreplacble 5 of us =)

My Life Sucks Too

saw my fren's notes titled 'life sucks' on facebook 2day... So i'm thinking to write one for myself..

*LIFE SUCKS*

when i have to stay alone in my room for the whole study week!

when i am left behind

when i don't know what to do besides study

when i am not important to someone important to me

when i am ignored

when i am the only single in my gang

when i am confused with my feelings

when my handphone is not ringing the whole day

when everything goes wrong

when i am going to fall for someone i shouldn't

when the internet access is not working after a thousand times i've tried

when i am sick

when i am not the top student in class 

when i am the one healing myself all the time

when there is no one to lean on when i am depressed

when i am lost and there's no one looking for me

Damn, my life sucks too!

Best Friends.True Friend

People might think that i have a lot of friends in my life..
but when talk about best friends, those i always spend time and travel with.. those i used to hang out with almost every week after grad from form 5.. those who used to lead de scout team 2gether with, camp 2gether, shared all hard times 2gether.. those i used to tuition 2gether with, do silly stuffs, sleep in the class, ponteng class, had a lot of fun, sharing our problems...
they are all my best friends, sisters, scout buddies, ever since we're in high school and also in Uni now..
i treat all of them as my best friends, but im not sure whether im or still their best friend..
cause we don't used to contact each other frequently, but promise i'll meet up with them when i have the chance..
to some people, they define best friends as those who they keep in touch almost everyday to make sure that the friendship tie is still strong..
but to me, i don't think it's neccesary to contact all of them everyday, cause we all have our own life now at different places..as long as i'm still breathing, they remain as my best friends..this is my concept of best friends. i used to spend a long period of time with them or experience life 2gether, their position can't be simply erased from my heart..

what about true friends? how do one define it?
true friends will be there for you when you're having a hard time and they don't ask for anything as return.
in my view, best friends are not neccesarily true friends, but true friends are best friends...
hmm..might sounds a bit like a theory..*wahahaa
seriously, this is what i think..and true friends are really hard to find..you don't know who is your true friends until the right moment comes..

in my case..it happened yesterday, when i had no place to go after came back from genting..
cause my relatives are going for dinner at 7pm and they cannot be late.. it was out of our expectation that there'll be a dinner, so i took the late bus back from genting, thus i cannot reach in time to join them..
the worse is, nobody's home and i don't have a key..
at dat moment, my mood was really down..suddenly had a 'homeless' feel and really feel unsafe cause i don't know where can i go.. you've just got to take it adopt yourself well escially when you're at people's place..
i thought of my friends who studied at TARC in wangsa maju..
the first person i thought of is wey jye, if you ask me why..maybe it's because i think that he a reliable person and a very good friend...*lol
finally he didn't disappoint me, he really helped me out by dropping my at his place for a while..
to me, it's better than anywhere else by that time cause i was totally exhausted..juz slpt for 2 hours at the previous day..
i'm glad that i still can find someone who are able to lend me a hand when im in difficulty.. it'll be a hard time to go through it alone..
and im glad that i've found at least one true friend...i don't urge for more, cause im happy enough to know i have a true friend.. * =)



p/s: Thanks ya wey jye..haha...

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice inside my head sayin,

You'll never reach it,

Every step I'm taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

The struggles I'm facing,

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down but

No I'm not breakingI may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith baby

It's all about

The climb

Keep the faith

Keep your faith

test/quiz on facebook

spent de whole day in my room 2day, damn bored! supposed to study for PBL 1, but i end up facebook-ing....Zzz... i took these tests on facebook..check out de results...hehe.

1. How blur are you?

Sure!you are really very blurr!!

"nah....."

2. Who would be your celebrity boyfriend????

Zac Efron

you will marry a 20 year old. who stared in high school musical 1 &2 he got a big career in stardom and you will be going around in celebirty town with him!!!

"it's juz a dream........."

3. What is your english name???

Selena

oh lolzz u r as cute as the actor Selena Gomez!!!!!

"now, who is Selena Gomez? i then searched it from google...she really looks cute!haha.."

4. What do People Think of You at First Sight?

You are maybe a bit aggressive

You scare ppl! but you are not mean, you are a good friend once people come to know you..just be a bit more open!

"ya, im a good fren, wahaha...."

5. What does your birthday say about you?

March

Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

"de gud ones r true, haha.......im not revengeful la, n i dont tink i know how to choose a partner..lol...."

6. What do Your Eyes Say About You?

Boldness

When people look into your eyes, they can see that you're an energetic, happy, and cheerful person. You're outgoing and fun, and love to make new friends. You're not afraid to speak your mind, and you never stop laughing! People realize that you're a bouncy, loud person, that can sometimes be abnoxious, just by looking into your eyes. They can see that you're a unique, stylish, and one-of-a-kind individual. You're independent, and you don't let anybody get in your way.

"what do you think?"

7. When Will You Get Married?

32

This a good age to get married at.

"dont tink so, a bit too old la wei....><"

8. How many girl/boy friends before your marriage?

One and The only

Good or bad? You have only one,the only and also that is the one you marry.

"hahhaha....i burst out when i saw dis result..who's de lucky 1? swt...haha"

9. What are you born to do?

Hero

now we are not talkin bout becomin a super hero... but you were born to help others and put others infornt of your needs. you are caring and that is your biggest strength you will do really well in those field where you have to help others like social worker or doctor...options are many

"is lawyer a hero? hahha....i'll do charity =)"

10. What kind of girl are you?

Normal

Your The Kind Of Girl That Just Likes Guys And Goes For Them! You Don't Care What Colour or Size, You Judge Them How By The Inside!

"luckily im not abnormal...im straight, xp"

11. Personality by birthday.

You are number 9

You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gottenthere! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian,patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone.

"erm...i don tink dat im so strong as mentioned, a lil loss of confidence la dat's y...but i'll work hard for it..dis is a gud encouragement to me =)"

12.What hollywood actress are you?

You are Angelina Jolie!

Consistently ranked at the top of all the "sexiest women" lists, You simply ooze sex appeal. You are the epitome of beauty whether you are wearing a headscarf in an African refugee camp or donning a designer gown on the red carpet.You always look hot, even when you're not trying.You are simply the most beautiful woman in the world.

"oh my god!!! im angelina jolie!! cant believe it, i juz love her..she's so hot n sexy...!!n im loving myself now. hahahha....."